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2012-02-10T05:11:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooooohoo !! Ladies and gentlemen, I'm back !! :D
Stay tune for more <3

Outing Day

2011-10-21T05:05:00.002+08:00

Heyaaaaaaaaa, long time no blog AGAIN !
Went out with my beloved Nicky Chai and dear cousin sis Man Man today
I know right ! Ever since the incident that was already passed 2 years ago, 3 of us never go out today like we used to last time.
We used to go movie, dinner, karaoke and all kind of stuff, I guess time do heal and yea, I let go and move on.
Whoever had been hurt out there, stay strong ! Have faith in you and believe that you are able to get thru any kind of shits, there are still people who do cares about you, never give up ♥

We went to Shushi King for their Rm2 per plate sushi promotion.
Since we're heading to LowYat's Sushi King, I dropped by at LowYat and gave my colleagues these.

This is how they look like when they're naked LOL

I posted a pic of the cupcakes I made for my newphew and one of them dropped a comment asking for it so I made some for them too.

When I gave them and look at their expressions, well, I think it's worth it for standing in the kitchen whole day.

This is the reason why I love baking, bringing happiness to people around me ♥

Anyway, LowYat's Shushi King is aweful, like seriously...

Their service is horrible, you can see how their Manager or Supervisor throwing the sushi at everyone and she even drop some of the sushi on the floor, IT'S SALMON SUSHI !!

Everyone had been waiting for that and you choose to feed the floor not us - The consumer + members.

With this kind of service to your members, now I understand why people tend to go Sushi Zanmai or Sakae Sushi for some overpriced sushi.

After lunch, we decided to go karaoke at Green Box.

When I saw Green Bos, WOAH a whole new outlet and their room rates changed, no longer with free flows, you have to buy your own food and drinks, not just that, it's only 1 hour...

Soon we walked into the room, LCD Tv and another touch screen thingy beside for us to choose our songs and etc.

It sucks, I never like touch screen and second it's so slow, the function is bad !

And the most important part is, THEY ONLY HAVE A FEW SONGS FOR US TO CHOOSE !

I chose Maroon 5's Move like Jagger and it came out another song, WTF !?

New Green Box sucks ! I want the OLD Green Box please...

Back to reality

2011-10-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

Enough ranting, enough whinning, I should live my life to the fullest.
Something that surprised me are there were 0 friends yet few strangers came to me and cheer me up,
thank you guys, I'm now back ! Your supports and advices are what I'm seeking for !
I've learned my lessons, especially about F-R-I-E-N-D-S. Such easy word but it took me 20 years to know the true meaning of it.

Afterall, this is the real world, can't blame.
And R.I.P Steve Jobs, another great man left us. I have hell lots of friends using Apple product but none really praises him or appreciates him until today, my FB was floated by his news, about how great and awesome he was.
So Imma take this chance to thank Bill Gates for his works over the years ! I can't imagine my life without Window !

To all the lonely people in the world !!!

2011-10-04T03:41:00.001+08:00

Simple Plan - Astronaut

My all time fav band Simple Plan !! I never get bored of their songs, hope you guys love it too ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Lyrics

Can anybody hear me?
Am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

I'm deaf from all the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
Calling lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down? [x3]

p/s : There's a comment I saw at Youtube, SP fans should try this out.
1. Go to google translator
2. Translate " will Simple Plan ever die" fron english to Vietnamese
3. Translate the vietnamese letters to english
4. Like if you loved the translation :D

LOST

2011-10-01T03:43:00.001+08:00

I feel so miserable, useless, hopeless, lifeless... disappointed How I wish I could have someone there for me, lend me a hand or shoulder...
Things never work out, they never did, I really don't know what the fuck can I do...

2 years ago, I'd been listening friends around me talking about their new life in college, how exciting were they.
1 year ago, I'd been listening friends around me talking about how busy their college life are, this sem, that sem, next sem, examinations, test and etc.
Now, I'm listening friends around me talking about their graduations or future their studies.

Me ? I'm still standing there, doing nothing...
And I still remember one of my friend make fun of me by calling me USELESS
It's like taking a bullet... it hurts yet I forced myself to smile

No one really understands me, all they do is pointing a finger at me and start nagging/laughing/teasing blah blah blah...

What ? I should stop whinning and get a life ?
I'm getting my own life just that it never work !
Didn't I try to get my driving license ? I read the whole fucking book, I did 300+ questions but I failed for FOUR FUCKING TIMES !
I know what kind of course I want, I've done all my research, which school/college, what course, price and stuff.
Told my mom, she nodd her head and there... no news, false hope.
Alright, at least I have a boyfriend... oh wait, do I ? I hardly feel like I'm in love, when I need him, he's not there for me, he chose work over me.
Eventhough I spent all my money just to get him a fucking shoe for his birthday, standing whole day in the kitchen making him cupcakes.

I really need somebody... to talk to me... to guide me... to help me...
This is the first time I feel so lost...
I'M LOST....

Don't Knock Your Head at 1st September

2011-09-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

God, I feel so dizzy right now...
I knocked my head just now, at the corner of the wall shelf few hours ago...
Trying to tell myself, Imma big girl, knocking my head is just a normal thing for an adult yet...
My tears were flowing out, it was awfully hurt, painful.........

Luckily Nicky was there, my baby was there with me when I'm hurt >_<
( Sorry honey, it was supposed to be a fun night, my clumsyness ruined it !!! Arghhhh, fml )
Immediately, the blood started flowing out as well, I gently touch the wound and I knew it's gonna be ugly...

I just took this picture, and the wound is still looking fresh... *sigh* I wonder how long does it takes to heal.
It looks mad fugly !!! Tomorrow I still hafta go to my cousin's daughter full moon dinner, gonna wear a cap... wearing a cap at night is so not cool x_x

Not just that, last Monday I went karaoke with my ex-schoolmates at Neway TimeSqaure.
I had so much fun that day, seriously guys, we should hang out more often !!!

LoL at Shi Yee's hilarious face ! Don't worry babe, you still look pretty in my eyes~ *wub*

Paul Wong came later on but I forgot to snap a group photo... was so into singing that time.

And of course, camwhore is a MUST !!! xD

After karaoke sesson, we headed to Pavilion, they wanted to get some bubble teas from Chat Time but the queue was so freaking long so we went Winnie's house, Paul Wong and Tiffany left us.

And now, it's time for our dreamking38 a.k.a Chun Yiap's showtime !!

I love this song sooooooooooooooo much !! It's one of the best song I've heard and yeh, the M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S...

Just a part of it, do visit his YouTube page (above) for more ! He's one of the most talented people I know, probably, even more talented than Justin Bieber ? LoL

Shi Yee went back so Winnie, Chun Yiap and me went to Old Town to take our dinner.

Before Winnie sent us back, I felt down......................... *speechless*

Luckily the way I fall wasn't looking fugly, like I'm kneeling down to the King ROFL...

And here's my knees

Black and blue.......... so painful and I also hurt my finger when I was fixing my pc... yes it bleeds too...

WTF is wrong with me ?!

Anyway, my new wardrobe finally arrived !!!

My dad and bros helped me to assemble this shit and it almost broke, my dad was nagging non-stop for buy things from IKEA.

Didn't know it was that hard, should have paid them to assemble for me, but my dad and bros are awesome !

That's the wall shelf I knocked on just now... I bought another 2 and was thinking to put it on top of my bed, now I'm afraid, will I knock on it again ?!

I still keeping my NS's shirt with all my buddies' signature on, could you spot it ? It was the first shirt ( from left ) hanging there.

Guys, are you still keeping it ? I miss you guys so much !! xoxo

Gonna sleep now, praying it gonna heal ASAP and thank you honey for comforting me just now, hope I didn't freak you out.

Nighty night ~ I'm off to dreamland ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

It's been 3 months !

2011-08-14T04:12:00.005+08:00

Hey people ! LONG TIME NO SEE !
It's been 3 months and my house is going to complete soon, still left the toilets, kitchen, painting and stuff.

Anyway, I have to much to tell and so much to share with you guys about what had happened in the past 3 months.
During the renovation, outings, my birthday, VDS came to KLCC and etc but I can't be bother to blog all of it out as it gonna be a 1km long post.
So do follow me on twitter and we can tweet tweet together :D

Vivi came back to KL and 3 of us went karaoke at Neway yesterday.
Forgot to take a group picture :( We were so busy singing, yeah SING K is ♥♥♥♥
I left my babes for a while and walked to LowYat to visit my colleagues, darn it was raining outside and I was wearing my 5 inch high heels....
Chit chat with them for a while and went back to Time Sqaure to find my babes, thank god the rain stopped !

Shopping time !!! Vivi - The Shopaholic like always ~
Man Man was so hungry and so we went to BBQ Plaza for dinner, we were waiting for our turn and I went to walk around to see if there's anything I could buyfor myself, found a shop called mmcBee (near BBQ Plaza) and something terrible happened...
The clothes were quite nice so I asked Vivi to come with me while Man Man waited at BBQ Plaza, wanted to get some comment from Vivi, she's a Fashionista !
We were trying our clothes in the fitting room and were still in the shopping mood, I heard Man Man's voice like she's yelling what happened to our phones, she can't call us, the table was ready.

We quickly paid our stuff and yeah were in happy mood as well, Vivi got herself a high-waist pants which fits her so much and rushed back to BBQ Plaza.
When we're ready to eat, Vivi realized her phone wasn't with her, she recall back she left it in the fitting room and quickly went back there to get it.
Note : That shop is VERY NEAR to BBQ Plaza, it doesn't even take you 1min to walk there.
Vivi came back with her eyes red... the phone is gone... The shopkeepers told her they didn't see any phone and Vivi asked them anyone else came in to the fitting room, they answered no.

So tell me, WHERE THE HELL IS PHONE ? IT DOESN'T HAVE A PAIR OF LEGS OR WINGS ! IT CAN'T FLY OR WALK !!

Fucking ridiculous ! So Vivi told them to open the CCTV so she could check it, they said they don't know how to open it... so much excuses !
Stupid LALAMUIS ! I once left my purse at McD with some cash in it, the staff didn't even touch a penny and returned it to me, told me to becareful next time too !
Listen ! I hope that phone explode one day and fucking kill you, BITCH !
At the same time, I feel bad for asking Vivi to come to the shop with me, if she wasn't there it won't even happen ! *Guilty* I'm so sorry...

3 of us were so moody... I lost my appetite so I left earlier as I have to go LYN.net SC Club's gathering.
Took lrt to Taman Bahagia and Jon kor came to pick me up.
The moment I walked up and looked at the people I was like W-O-A-H !! There were about 40 people attended the gathering and the place was at SS2 PJ McDonald.
Just introduced myself and sat down, hmmmmm... everyone is speaking English, not to mention Jon kor speaks English as well.

People who knows me should know English is not my mother tongue, I can't even remember when was the last time I hang out with any banana LOL !
Sometimes I'll practise my English by reading articles online... otherwise, I think I gonna sit down there and just keep quiet, don't wanna embarrass myself.
Overall it was just okay-okay only if you ask me, didn't talk much with the others and I was still moody over what had happened to Vivi...

So I left them earlier and follow Jon kor to Jaya One for some drinks with his friends.
Found out Jon kor and his friends are also Man Utd Fans !!! Weeeee ~ ( Are you ready for tmr's game against WBA ? GGMU !! )
Around 1am, Jon kor fetched me home and the stupid me almost make us lost, luckily we managed to get our way back.
Thank you Jon kor :)

I'm still here !

2011-07-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

My houses are almost done, unfortunately I'm still unable to blog like I used to.
I can't wait to share you guys about my life recently, do remember me pls !!

Anyway, I'll be going to Ipoh for Pc Fair and next week I'll be working at LowYat for another fair.
Trying to earn some bucks to buy myself a new wardrobe and some little surprise :)

I chopped my tress last month, this is the new me ~

I'm still in cage...

2011-06-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

It's been 3 weeks and the renovation isn't finish yet but there are a lot of changes, the houses are getting nicer and nicer, worth the wait :)
Using my bro's pc to blog now, my blog looks so dead with dust and spider web just like my house...
No DotA for the past 3 weeks !! Seriously, Imma get crazy soooooooooon !!

Anyway, Mok Mok gave birth, a beautiful baby boy last month and it's on Prince William and Kate's wedding day therefore she named her son, William.
Mok brought me and Shi Yee back to her home to see the little one.

Just one month old but I can tell that he's gonna be a ULTRA NAUGHTY kid.

Mok said she couldn't handle her own baby, being a mother is never easy.

After visit Little William, we went to Old Town for some girl talks.

I enjoyed so much with my girls and of course we share a lot of stuff together.

Shi Yee is still single (yes ! Guys go get her !) she talks about being single, her more than friends but not boyfriend stories, she college life and stuff.

Mok is married, now she talks about her married life, her son, her husband, her plans for future.

While me, the drama queen, I talk about my love life, my no-one-believes-dramatic-true-story.

And we sat there chit chatted for like 3+ hours.

A random picture of me.

Did my Henna Tattoo on my uncle's anniversary party last week and it's FREE !!

He drew it very very fast and it's very nice.

All pictures taken with my BlackBerry.
My FB is dead as well, I tweet more often now so please please please follow my Twitter !!
And we can tweet together :)

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Last night, my ex from Sibu wanted to talk to me at Skype, ok fine, let's Skype then.
He has nothing to say and expect me to talk, wtf ? I was sitting at the kitchen with DUST !! Layers of DUST !! and it was motherfucker HOT !!
Due to his line problem, we decided to chat in MSN.

Seriously, if you have NO BALLS, just GTFO.
I'm so tired to write out the whole scenario, this is the summarized version.

At first, he ~~begged~~ asked me to go out with him as he's coming to KL.
I find it unnecessary so I rejected and asked him why he wants me to come out so badly plus I have a boyfriend.
Other than that, after the break up, he never stay contact with me and now he strikes back.
If you're a human, I mean the normal 1 with brains, you should be able to know what he wants and he even told me he wants me to accompany him until he sleeps, LOL.

What are you a baby ? Need a mother to cuddle you and tell you bed story ? ROFL !!
I told him I want a long term relationship not FUBU, he said he's looking for that too.
And apologize for being too late, it' been a year and he said he's TOO STUPID to realize everything is too late but claim himself very sincere.

So I started to judge him, bout his attitude, personality and one of his crappy blog entry.
There goes, he got mad and showing his true colour.
He said he wants a more than friends but not couple relationship instead a long term relationship.
HA !! Twisting your own words now ? Upset because I rejected you ? Aww poor little boy.

And the most IDIOT question ever, he asked me 'can we end this now ?'
I was like WTF ? It's been a year and the break up was so freaking obivious !
And along the whole conversation, things he said are all MUTUAL, he never dare to stand firm so he could twist his words if things don't go his way.
Such a coward, no balls to admit you're an asshole ? You don't even dare to mention who was that you chatted with in your own blog, you even removed my link LOL !!

How many hits you have a day ? He told me I need to advertise me blog while he never advertise his own blog.
So much lies, he advertises his crappy blog entry at Sibu forum, generalizing women and tell me NO OFFENCE !!
No balls to admit his own TRUE FEELING, he chose to hide in his little town with his stupid thoughts, whinning about how his ex dumped him, she's such a bitch when he himself is also an asshole.

Yes, my blog might not be very popular at least I'm still better than you, you butthurt now ?

I don't say flowery stuff just to make people like me, you don't like it ? GTFO
Althou I don't like you anymore but I still hope you can grow some balls or find them someday, good luck ya little coward xx !!

p/s : nuffnang is not as cheapskate as you.

First BB post

2011-05-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, my house is currently under renovation.
Everything from the house had been moved to the another house of mine.

It's so messy now and I got no space to place my pc...
Poor me, no pc for days ! And I wanna DotA badly :(

No idea when will it be done, we're changing the whole ceiling, the floor, the door and the window.

And I'm using my BB to blog now, fun :)
But I don't think I'll be blogging until I have my pc back.
So you guys can follow my twitter and let's tweet tweet together.

See you guys around xoxo !

If I Die Young

2011-05-12T05:13:00.002+08:00

As promised, I'll be more active in blogging so yeah, here I am :)

And ignore the title and the picture, I'm listening to this song and blogging, upload a random picture so my blog post won't look dull.

Finally my dad decided to fix the ceiling for both houses, yay !!

Yeh, it sucks that everytime it's raining I have to run to the bathroom and get all the pails, put in front of my room cause it leaks.

But it cost us almost 60k to fix that... poor daddy :(

I don't know when will the work starts and when will it done,

just hoping the weather will be nice during the reconstruction make finish it ASAP,

of course make sure it's secure and safe too.

And I would probably change everything in my room, the position and stuff.

Gonna make my room more interesting so I could do some vlogs when I'm free.

Current status of my room, ULTRA MESSY !!

Failed to find my cleaning mood, ishhhhhhhh -_-"

Anyway, I was kinda emo today...

Watched a video about a dog being so loyal to his owner, been taking care of him for so many years as his owner is a disabled, the dog got older and older and it passed away.

It's so touching and my tears burst out and I couldn't control myself... I miss my lovely little puppy, Dao Dao.

You'd left me for 3 years and everytime I look back to the pictures and videos of you I captured last time, you still make me smile, never fail not even once.

You are always that cute lil baby I love, how could god be so cruel ? Why do you have to take her away from me...

Just now, something's wrong with the internet, could'nt online for a while.

So I took my diaries and start reading it, reminds me of how stupid I was last time, and an old friend of mine that left me for 4 years +

Never forget how upset I was when I knew you're gone, my tears can't stop falling down.

I wonder, how are you ? Do you still remember me ? How's heaven looks like ? Are you happy right now ?

Just wanna send you a message, no matter where you are, friendship forever k ? I miss you.

Life is just too short... make sure you've did everything you want, never let yourself leaving this world with any regrets.

A Sweet and Spicy Day

2011-05-10T03:39:00.003+08:00

This photo was quite long ago, I kinda abandon my camera after I got my BB :/

WOW Malaysia is BURNING !! It's so HOT today, you'll sweat in 10 sec anywhere without aircond, no joke.

Anyway, let's sing this with me :D

UNITED !! GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED !!

YES !! We beat ~~Chelshit~~ (ops!) ~~Chelshit~~ (ops!x2) ~~Chelshit~~ (ops!x3) CHELSHIT (Opssie) Ahh nevermind :P

And we're bringing the 19th title homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥ BEL19VE ♥♥♥

Some of you might not know I'm actually having football fever and it's quite serious.

Well, yesterday night was Mother's Day, went out to have dinner with my mom, aunts and granny.

Granny was sick :(

I hope she'll be okay, she's the one and only grandparent I have thou sometimes it's quite annoying as she always nag nag nag. *Pray*

After the dinner (Nicky's treat) and I followed Nicky because it was the night MU vs Chelshit (Whoopsy!)

I know my dad will be watching tv, I once snatch the tv from him to watch football and he went to sleep because he knew he won't be having a chance to watch it till late night 3-4am.

Since it's Mother's Day and I love my Dad as well, I'll just watch it somewhere else and the internet line sucks !

I've tried to watch it from the internet and it spike badly...

Poor Honey was so busy that night, until he finished his work it's already almost 11.00pm, I just tell him it's okay to miss a little bit as they won't be scoring so fast.

We passed by the mamak and I saw Rooney hugging Hernandez and I was like WTF !? So fast !?

Looked at the time it's only 11.10pm, it must be a replay from the previous match or something, who knows,

CHICHARITO SCORED !! OUR FIRST GOAL WAS SCORED IN 40 SECONDS !!

Too bad I missed it :( I was damn upset and finally we're back to Nicky's home ready to watch the match.

But but but... his uncle forgot to pay the bills for Astro... and Eunic called, WE JUST IN ANOTHER GOAL !!

Man, I nearly cried !! I just missed 2 fantastic goals !! So freaking EMO...

Nicky tried to find a mamak for me so I could watch it but it was so freaking FULL that night and I bet all of them are MU Fans :) GGMU ♥

Finally we got it and continue the match, the boys played great that night thou we could have scored more than that, impressive passing and awesome performance, well done Man Utd ♥

And I realized Nicky is such a caring boyf, he knew I was upset and I had been so excited about the match.

He tried lots of ways so that I could watch it :

- Asking his friends for Astro card

-Went to mamaks searching for places to watch

-Get the table and chairs for me, try to give me the best and clearer view to watch it ( as I said, it was so freaking full that night and we're late, we sat quite behind but then switched to another side, nicer view to watch ) and I was so hungry, the fucking stupid Ah Neh rather chit-chat with his customers also don't wanna take our order ( FUCK YOU ASSHOLE ! I'm 36kg and you still wanna make me look skinner is it ? ) I think we waited for like 20 minutes for someone to serve us, ABC sucks !

Thankiu Honey, love you so much my Boo ♥

Sorry for being emo, luckily I've changed my attitude, if not I think I fat pei hei liao >_<"

After the match, overnight at Baby's house, ♥ sleeping with my naughty boi ♥♥♥

The next day, woke up pretty early as Nicky has to fetch his sister to work and we gonna take our breakfast together.

Took our breakfast at Phang Kei Dim Sum, so long didn't eat Dim Sum liau !!

The last time was before we're going to Bukit Cahaya and I miss my Har-Gao badly ~

Yummy Yummy ~

And I just ate a lil bit, don't really have the appetite to eat, don't know why :(

I really hope that I could put on some weight, I really do !!

Don't know why and how, I got flu hmmm... such a hot weather and I had flu... wtf !?

And my eyes were so painful ! I guess my lens were so dry, I could barely open my eyes this afternoon.

Nicky quickly fetch me to his house and took off my lens, yeah it was so dry... I just wore it for like 3-4 hours and it's new lens... hmmm ~

Take nap at Baby's house, Baby got call and he went out to work, I just sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep ~

And my eyes got so much better after a nap :) but looked a lil swollen, like I just cried, so damn ugly + zero make up... I hope I didn't scare anyone, I'm so sorry :(

Nicky's colleagues ajak him to go for dinner together and we went to Carol's Place.

And guess what, 2 of Nicky's colleagues ate a Rm9 Fried Rice, LOL !!

When the bill came, total amount Rm50+ for normal meals, seriouslly nothing special about it.

I didn't eat much, I just ordered a sandwich...

After looking at the bill, Fried Rice x2 Rm18, they were like =_="

Rm9 for a Fried Rice with sliced sausage and some mini prawns, that's kinda overpriced.

Finished our dinner and sent Nicky's colleagues back, we just lepak around and try to find a place to sit down and have a drink.

Nicky insists to go StarBucks but I said NO, could you believe that ? I said NO to StarBucks !! PMSL !!

Nah, just thought that we just took a overpriced dinner, don't feel like spending on StarBucks.

So we ended up at mamak, drinking Teh O Ais Limau and play this stupid game on our BB.

We're playing Crazy mode because I told Nicky Kid mode is so so so EASY.

And I started to regret because it was so damn HARD, you can see juice coming out from our brain, LOL.

And I solved 2 levels, Nicky solved 2 as well but he played twice, solved his and mine.

We sat there for like 2 hours playing this game and we had fun.

Who says you could only have fun in malls doing shopping ?

I love my Baby so muchie ♥

Thankiu for everything you've done for me ♥♥♥

Whinny in the night/morning

2011-05-08T06:54:00.000+08:00

For some reason, I just feel like blogging but I don't know what to blog.
I have so much to say, so many words in my mind and now it turned blank *sigh*

Couldn't sleep every night, I wonder am I been cursed ?
No matter how I tired I am/was, I just couldn't sleep till 7-8 in the morning.

Felt so miserable, my plans aren't going the way I want, I guess life has never been easy, especially to me.
Failed my undang twice and I don't know why, is it because I'm taking English instead of Malay ?
To be honest, the English version sucks, if you're going to take English version please prepare to be pawn by our stupid JPJ's Manglish.

Thought I could get over you but I failed.
Why can't you guys just let me go ? Free me please...
It took me so long to walk out from all these nightmares but why are you pulling me back in again ?

I don't give a fuck about your birthday, I don't give a fuck you're coming over, I don't give a fuck about anything about you people.
Just freaking leave me alone !!
Do you think I am still that stupid girl that believes all your dirty lies ?
Sorry, I've changed. I don't wanna get hurt anymore, I'm defensing for myself and I don't care if I hurt you.
You people never ever thought about me, how hurt I was and how upset I was because of you people.

Call me a bitch, a whore, a slut. I always try to be nice to everyone around, it was you who don't appreciate.
I ain't your backup girl, call me when you have no one to talk, look for me when you need help, flirt with me when you're bored.
Breaking my heart for countless times and there you go, you just walked away like there's nothing happened.

I would never wish bad things but I won't wish you people well.

Stop messing with my mind, please go away...
Let's just forget about everything, you can go your way and I can go my way.

All I'm asking for is just a peaceful life with my man, nothing much, is it that hard ?

Karaoke Session

2011-05-06T04:40:00.000+08:00

In case you guys don't know, this post was a expired post, I saved it in my draft last month...
Damn, I am one lazy ass.

ViVi came back to KL last month and we decided to go karaoke and have fun together !
This was the FIRST TIME only 3 of us sing k together, usually Nicky or ViVi's bro come along but not this time, it was a LADIES NIGHT.

Camwhore time !!
And let the pictures tell you how much FUN we had that night !!

Darlings, I miss singing k with you two...

ViVi Soong please move back to KL ASAP !! Penang is too peaceful for ya, you need a city that full of EXCITEMENT and that's KUALA LUMPUR ~

Btw, Man Man's getting herself a BlackBerry ! An early welcome to you, Welcome to BB world ~

♥♥♥♥♥ Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers ♥♥♥♥♥

Movie night

2011-04-22T05:54:00.004+08:00

Went for a movie with Nicky and his friends just now.

A Chinese Ghost Story

It's quite nice but why would the editor change the story to a love triangle ?
So weird... and I still prefer the old version, so I'm rating this 3/5.

Before the movie starts, me and Nicky was waiting for his friends outside and I saw this.

Love and other drugs

I want to watch this but not in the cinema, it was a 2010 movie but I have no idea why is Malaysia so slow...

And still I'm waiting for this !!

Twilight - Breaking Dawn.
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo excited !! 6 more months to go...

And btw, my Facebook was full of Bieber Hater comments, 95% are guys...
What's wrong with you people, butthurt ? jealous ?
I can't find a single bit of reason to hate him.
He's only 17, still a kid, why do you hate a kid ? Just because he's cute, he's successful and he always got all the girls ?
Grow up dude, nothing comes easily, he's talented. No use if he's only cute, he needs to work hard as well.

Yea yea, he can't dance well at least he tries, he practices, he learns.
What ? He can't sing ? Then why is the radio putting his songs up ?
Nothing wrong for a kid to sing love songs, I don't see anyone flaming Taylor Swift or Jesse McCartney or maye JoJo.
His hairdo sucks ? You don't like it, close your eyes and don't see it. Tell me, is JB's hairdo the only one that annoys you ? I believe you've seen much more ridiculous hairdo around you, do you have the guts to tell him/her, YOUR HAIR SUCKS !! No balls to do that ? Then shut up.

And it seems like when it comes to jealousy, guys are more worse than ladies, hmmm ~

p/s : I do not have a Bieber Fever, there are some songs that I don't really like it so I don't hear it. What's so hard ? You don't like it then just leave it. You don't like my blog ? Then GTFO !

Venting Post

2011-04-21T03:31:00.005+08:00

I should really be more active in blogging and keep my blog alive instead of half dead or dead * So many spider web *
Everytime I've come out with tons of ideas and also good motivation to blog but after I sit down and start to type, my mind gone blank for no reason and there goes, so many DRAFT POSTS I have here.

I had a fight with Nicky few days ago because he was so busy with his work for the past few weeks.
He is either too tired or too busy, got no time to give me a call or leave me a message and I hate he always act like he doesn't care about me which hurts me a lot.

Before you start label me as a clingy/immature/not being understanding/selfish/childish girlfriend.
Whenever I gave him a call or text and he's busying, I just tell him ok and hang up and waiting him to finish his work and give me back a call.
Am I not being tolerance ? Am I not being understanding ? I can yell at him in the phone and force him to put down everything in his hand but I didn't and will not do that.

Yeah, I know, how ironic... the previous post was about our sweet and fabolous 4 years anniversary.
What annoys/irritates me more is that he said he got no time to call me or even text me but he has the time to twit with some girls who he claims that he barely knows them, and they are just some friends of some friends.

And about the Shushi King promotion, he called me and ask if I wanna go because ManMan wants to go.
Before I continue my story, I'm NOT trying/intend to bitch talk or flame my cousin sister.
I read their messages (Why not ? Privacy ? Then you should stop looking at your gf's tits and chee bai, those are far more privacy than your god damn phone, so please stop making stupid reason like, "My phone contains a lot of business stuff and it's P&C or my naked picture and she should respect me !" Did you respect her parents ? Have you ask them for permission before touching her twins and bean ? ) and ManMan wasn't free that time so my bf told me he's very busy also, so the plan was cancelled and he went there with his friends the next day.
I'm ok with it as I also understand that a lot of his Pig-Dog friends like to make fun of him about how I 'cage' him, yeh I'm the birdcage and he's the bird so I give him ALL the freedom he wants including going clubbing and drinking with his friends without me.
And yesterday I read the messages again, he asked ManMan wanna go Shushi King, it was the last day promotion and that upsets me.
No, I'm not being jealous, I had overcome the jealousy-ness and I've changed, well not 100% but at least better.
His action upsets me because he told me got no time and busy but he's not when it comes to somebody else, maybe not always but still there were.

I hate it, my dad treats my mom like this, whenever my dad's friends ask him to help, he helps when it comes to my mom, even a tiny request from my mom. bring her to the market to get some food, he couldn't make it.
And the sister thingy, I don't feel like talking much about it, I have no idea how much longer I can tolerance this, it has always the thing that bothers me a lot and I will not force him to ignore his sister or not to be so close, as they're family but I do not wish to see things happen like this.

Sister > Me
No use for you to tell me a zillion times NO because action speaks louder than words.

Problem with him, when he's trying to win my heart, he would get a star high above the sky.
Now ? He's telling me we've been together for so long, the sparks is no longer there and we should act like we're already husband and wife or old old couples.
4 years in not old and you can always sparks a relationship if you want to and I want a lover not just mere bf or husband.
When I say long-term relationship, it's about serious and forever love, not dull, boring, old and only responsibility relationship.

I hope you can put yourself in my shoe, think about how I feel.
Just because I've changed and always tolerance you doesn't mean you do not need to think about me and my feelings.
Last time whenever we fight, I promised you to change but failed, you got very tired and decided to end this relationship.
Now I've changed, maybe still not perfect enough but at least I did.
But now things went totally different, we argued and you promised to change but end up it was just words from you, no action was taken.

No matter how much work you have in your hands now, it doesn't give you a good reason to abandon the one you love and loves you.
Love is not a toy or hobby for you to play or do with when you're free, I'm a human the girl you love, do you still remember that ? I have feelings, I'm not a doll.

I don't mind being the one who tolerance and being understanding most of the time but I wish that you could appreciate it.
Do you know how much it hurts when you tell me if I decided to go for another man, you will not do anything or even stop it ?
I gave you my heart, hope that you will cherish it but you can give it away just like that...

I hope your changes wasn't because of your Pig-Dog friends, you have to know 1 thing that is,
this is OUR relationship, we know our relationship WELL and BETTER than them, why so mind about what stupids say about to you ?

When you're thinking of giving up, please think back why would you holding this relationship back for so many times in the first place ?
If you care about me, let me know, put down your ego and stop acting like you don't.

Finish letting off my angers and it's time to sleep !! xoxo

p/s : We're cool now and already settled the problem. Just wanted to voice out things that had been bothering me and upset me. And I hope Nicky could understand why was the fight happened ?

你是我的命中注定 ♥

2011-03-30T10:37:00.002+08:00

大家好 :D 有好一段日子沒打Blog了
因爲去過還蠻多的地方很開心...開心到連我做過什麽都幾乎忘記了 LOL
原本很懶惰打Blog的可是這個Post我一定要在三月裏發月尾了咯不能再拖了

3月16日是我和哈尼最重要的日子是我們的4年周年紀念
經過了那麽多的風風雨雨我們都能熬過一起勇敢的面對
有時候躺在床上會一個人在想腦子裏有很多個 “如果”

如果我們不曾相與沒有SDO 沒有Gathering... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？
如果我還是那個把感情當作一場遊戲不曾認真對待... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？
如果你還是那個傻裏傻氣沒什麽人生目標只會打機... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？
如果我還是那個野蠻不講道理霸道任性整天都在吵吵吵... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？
如果你還和她在甜蜜的一起而我們不曾復合的話... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？
如果我真的很堅決地離開你選擇了和另外一個他一起... 今天的我們又會是怎樣？

很多很多的如果很多很多的疑問
可是這都再不重要了最重要的是現在這一刻 我愛你...你也愛我
心里的所有疑問都能夠解答心里的那條刺都能拔得掉

有時候我真的覺得我自己很幸運很幸福上天很想特別眷顧我似的
有多少人能像我一樣？每一次感到絕望的時候總會有第二次的機會和奇跡
在我決定和哈尼在回一起的時候很多人都給我那些很難聼的話
好馬不吃回頭草... 不要穿人家舊鞋... 別那個天真他遲早會抛棄你...
儘管人家怎麽說都好我都不管因爲沒人比我更清楚明白我還是那麽的愛你

每一次想囘我們的故事都很像偶像劇那樣很多偶然很多巧合
那天和哈尼到馬六甲慶祝我們的周年紀念我們去坐船
哈尼說我們的感情就像這艘船遇到了很多的波折那些浪更是一波接一波
不過只要我們緊緊地握著彼此沒有什麽是我們搞不定的一定能撐過來的

這是我們第一次（上個月）一起到馬六甲非常開心 ♥

Jogoya ♥

在Menara Taming Sari上面

在MalaccaCruise那裏

馬六甲其實也很可愛很迷人的 ♥

我親手弄的蛋糕 Recipe by Donna Hay
哈尼送了BlackBerry給我謝謝你呀很喜歡 ♥
我們終于可以BBM了！！

謝謝你哈尼謝謝你給我的一切謝謝你讓我覺得自己是全世界對幸福的女人
很多人常常會說兩個人相處久了愛情會變淡剩下的只有感情
起初我也是這麽認爲可是每一次看著電話的Wallpaper 看著你
有一股衝動好像抱著你那種感覺就像是我們剛在一起那樣

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 我愛你我愛你我愛你 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

P/S : 我說了3次我愛你代表我真的很愛你

What the ! Hold it against me !

2011-02-19T05:16:00.004+08:00

OMG !! The moment I've been waited for AGES for both of them to come back and sing again
Yes, Avril Lavigne and Britney Spears ♥ Both are my all time favourite superstars ♥

What The Hell - Avril Lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friends (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, woah, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

What... what... what... What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can't save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

Avril's first album - Let Go

When the first time I heard Sk8ter Boi, I fell in love with her, I love her voice, her style, her attitude, she's real.

5 songs I love from this album :

1. Losing Grip
2. Complicated
3. Sk8er Boi
4. I'm With You
5. Unwanted

Avril's second album - Under My Skin

I have to say, this was the BEST album from her and I love it so much.
My Happy Ending - BEST SONG EVER and Nobody's Home and and Don't Tell Me and and and Together, damn, I just love the whole album !!

Avril's third album - The Best Damn Thing

I still love her but due to those LALAs a.k.a Ah Lian and Ah Beng, whenever you walk into Sungei Wang or Time Square, her song - Girlfriend was played ANYWHERE.
I was kinda pissed off actually, they made her not as special as she was, and they can't even spell or pronounce her name correctly !! FFS !!

Top 5 songs that I love from this album :

1. Girlfriend
2. Hot
3. Innocent
4. The Best Damn Thing
5. Wen You're Gone

Avril's fourth and latest album for 2011 - Goodbye Lullaby

She's back !!
And now I'm addicted to What The Hell !! I must listen to it at least 100 times a day !!
Call me crazy ~~~ I don't really care about ♥

Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears

Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I'm coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you're winning
And they're playing my favorite song

So come here
'Little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make it clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey you might think
That I'm crazy
But you know I'm just your type
I might be 'little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There's a spark inbetween us
When we're dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see it
So I'm asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow

If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

[Spoken]
If I said I want your body
Would you hold It against me?

(Yeah) (Uh huh) (Oh)

Gimme something good
Don't wanna wait I want It now (na-na-now)
Pop It like a hood
And show me how you work It out

(Alright)

If I said my heart was beating loud
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Britney's first album - Baby One more Time

Baby Hit Me One More Time ~~
Old School, classic and she's cute !!
I was only still a little kid and I saw her first music video and I like her but I do not know what's her name and who is she.

One day, I was watching tv and I saw this girl again, so familiar.
I recognized her dance move, her smile and her voice.
Finally I knew her name, Britney Spears and that MV was Sometimes, still love that song so much and she looks gorgeous !!

Britney's second album - Oops!... I Did It Again

Oops! She did it again !!
I still remember ViVi Soong and I were dancing together with her songs in my house haha.
How hilarious ! And she makes me Stronger !!

Britney's third album - Britney

She's getting sexier and she's a slave 4 me ! ♥

Britney's fourth album - In The Zone

I was 12 and I got 6 As for my UPSR.
Daddy brought us to The Ship to celebrate and my mom bought me her CD, it's original !! I'm still keeping it.

Britney's fifth album - Black Out

She's back ! After all the crisis she's been thru.
People criticize her a lot which I hate it so much !!
Yes, her body might not be as prefect as she was last time but hey, she gave birth to 2 child, those fucking paparazzi wouldn't just leave her alone !
It's alright she's been thru and she won a lot of awards, we love her for who she is not just her body, stupid haters !

Britney's sixth album - Circus

All eyes on her in the Circus.
How gorgeous she is ! She's a diva and a legend !

Britney's seventh and latest album for 2011 - Femme Fatale

Fierce and she's stronger !

Wonder why didn't I list out songs that I like/love ?
Sorry but she's too perfect and all of her songs are just too perfect !!
Even if she screams, it still sounds VERY GOOD !!

Hate her ? Fuck off !! You people are just jealous, she's the greatest singer, dancer and she's a great mother !
And serious, stop comparing her to Lady Gaga or Avril Lavigne or Beyonce or whoever it is.
Why do you need to compare them ? They make great music and they work hard, appreciate and stop giving stupid comments about them !

Don't like them or anyone of them ? Leave them alone and stop being a keyboard warrior.
Who cares if you don't like them ?

Chinese New Year 農曆新年

2011-02-16T06:40:00.001+08:00

Since this post is all about CNY therefore, I'll blog in chinese, sorry for those who couldn't read chinese.
Prehaps you guys can try to translate via Google Translate , although it sucks :/

今年的新年跟以往的很不一樣也是第一年，家裏沒有Open House
而且最心痛的是，小叔叔以後都不會和我們一家人慶祝了... 好想念他 ~

初一

打扮好好了之後就到我表姐的傢去拜年
過了不久 “疏唐表妹”終于到了哈哈她就是ViVi Soong 這個花名還蠻可愛的嘛
到公園玩玩還很記得有一次我不小心掉下游泳池裏嚇得ViVi和ManMan要命叫得很大聲哈哈

拍照拍照~ 我們很久不見了！

很喜歡這張很好看 ♥

魚尾辮子最近很喜歡玩我的頭髮 ♥

ManMan也到了我們3個終于重聚了不過沒有怎樣拍到照片因爲都一直聊天
過後下雨了哎天不作美 ~ 我們就上去表姐新買的房子就在樓上罷了哪兒是我們賭博的天地哈哈

媽咪的樣子 ~_~ 不過兩位小姐都很漂亮 ♥

表姐伕洗牌-ing 大家準備賭到脫褲子拉！

這兒的看起來很認真很投入下 o_O

表姐準備了肉骨茶還有很多菜可是ManMan吃了晚餐后就得回家了因爲明天輪到她的傢要Open House 必須早點回家 ViVi就Tumpang他們的車回家咯

Mr Nicky Chai有過來一下陪我一起賭錢可是過後就走了因爲他約了和朋友看賀嵗片
過了不久我們也回家啦

初二

每一年的年初二都是去姨媽的傢拜年今年多了很多小孩子很恐怖的說

Cheki-Cheki ♥♥♥

今年ManMan有帶她的BoyBoy - William 過來吃飯，Nicky也有過來，只剩下ViVi的BoyBoy罷了

過後才知道原來ViVi的BoyBoy也下來了KL 所以就去帶他過來咯因爲ViVi說他的錢包不見了沒有駕駛照不能開車

咱們的男人都在外面賭錢我們當然是在房間裏狂自拍！

從開心...

變成搞笑...

這個... 太瘋狂了吧？哈

ViVi駕車我和ManMan其實很興奮下的過後變成了害怕哈哈途中發生了些不愉快的事情不過也過去啦
而且她也很久沒在KL駕車了加上天黑看路還蠻辛苦的過後ManMan就幫ViVi駕咯
因爲我們越去越遠了哈哈都不知道繞了去哪兒最終還是載到拉任務完成！

ManMan和她的BoyBoy去看戯 ViVi和她的BoyBoy賭一下就走了過了一下下大家都回家了因爲表嫂把我們的錢都贏光了...

可愛的洋洋 ~

真的是帥氣到~~~~ 超像Edison！

初四

這一天我們去大舅父的傢拜年在Kerling 我們還帶了Peggy一起去

出發前

我們在半途吃點東西
WTF 等了1個鈡食物才來真是他媽的慢到... 餓到我們都扁了天氣又嗮 Peggy在車熱到半死
終于到達了

大自然的美

隔壁傢的木瓜黃色的

而且那家的人很Friendly 送了我媽咪一粒看我媽多開心~

天氣那麽熱來個椰水吧！

過後我們就到瀑布去玩咯

蜻蜓

只是玩一下罷了因爲在吃東西那兒浪費了很多時間 zzz
然後大家就一起去吃晚餐咯大舅父做東！

出發前

新年前弄得Henna Tattoo

吃飽飽后大家都各自回家咯很累的一天~

初五

由於我們3個很久沒有一起出去過了而且“疏唐表妹”說要買褲子就一起出去逛逛吧
糊塗的ManMan以爲那天有讀書所以我們的Sing-K Plan才被逼取消怎麽知道她去到學院那天是不用讀書的！

化好妝之後就出發咯首先到Sushi Zanmai吃午餐

Shine也來Join我們 ~ 看到他就會很莫名其妙的興奮起來好久不見阿

我的Tempura Udon 小小葛的冬菇很可愛可是不好吃的...

ManMan的Sushi ~ (肚子餓-ing)

ViVi和她哥哥Eucca終于來咯鈎后我們就是逛街怎麽知道光了整個金河 ViVi都找不到她要的褲子
反而Eucca看中了個Jacket ManMan買了個包包而我當然就很乖拉沒買到東西
下一站就是Pavilion 可惡的ManMan去找她的BoyBoy 因爲他也在那兒抛下了我們3個...
TopShop的好貴哦而且不值得怎麽知道竟然在Cotton On找到而且價錢合理我自己也買了件衣服 Rm15罷了便宜到~

Shopping夠了就到StarBucks坐下 ManMan說他還有很多功課要趕所以就先載ManMan會金河拿車
ViVi和Eucca就載我囘順便來我傢吃我老媽煮的住家飯吃飽飽了和ViVi聊下天他們就囘咯
哈終于送了給ViVi我親手做的Cookies Eucca很快就幫她吃了半桶所以我在給多一桶她希望她喜歡拉 ♥

初九

Henna Tattoo On My Back ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Army Of Love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

拜天公 ~
幫媽咪準備好東西不久Nicky就過來了一起拜
而且那晚會有很多煙花看的 ♥♥♥

放孔明燈

Peggy也會看煙花的哦

隔天帶媽咪去TS看最強喜事

個人覺得今年的香港賀嵗片 I♥HK 最好看媽咪還沒看遲些要帶她去看了

Alive Night

2011-01-23T04:28:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to quit smoking but I think I kinda fall for shisha, WTF !?
I had been shisha for the straight 2 days, first night with ma NS buddies, second night with honey.
Urghhhhhhhh !! FML !!

Anyway, Nicky invited me to his friend's birthday party @ Alive, Sunway Pyramid.
They often go there for some drink after work that's why I decided to go along, want to know how it's look like, is there any bitches ? sluts ? whore ? or the ultimate 3 in 1 - Bitch Slore ?

Stepped into Alive, first time ever and the first thought in my head was, Am I going for a concert ? LOL
There's stage for live band to perform, not like those clubs everyone goes, no dance floor.
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pack that night and going to the toilet is the most torturing part, luckily I have my honey with me and the next torturing one was, queue up for the toilet since the toilet is kinda small and those girls were busy vomitting inside.

I don't know whether the crowd is always that crowded or not but if it isn't that pack, it's a really nice and unique place to hang out, have some drink and chill with friends.
And no sluts, bitches, whores, lalamui etc there, therefore I'm ok if Nicky wants to hang out with his friends there again when I'm not with him.

There were 2 girls quite friendly I met there.
We were queueing up for toilet and I was there alone, having period somemore :( and one of them asked me am I ok, I looked painful and upset, PMSL !!!

Here's some pictures before I end my boring post.
Yeh, I can't think of anything to blog recently, no more readers :(

Braid my hair ♥ Learnt it from Youtube.com
Honey said nice ♥♥♥♥

Glowing Lollipop. Birthday Boy bought it for us, ladies. ♥♥
And I got BLUEEEEEEEEEEE ♥♥♥♥

Me and my handsome boy ♥♥♥ ILY ♥♥♥

Back to December

2011-01-21T05:28:00.001+08:00

This song makes me EMO :(
But I love it and I will not stop listening to it.

I realized how much I've been thru all these time and I'm sorry too to those whom I hurted.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
'Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

Army of Love

2011-01-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

Ughhh, I abandon my blog, not really feel like blog and I'm sick :(

I have no idea what I did and my nose bleed for twice.
Nope, my nose never bleed for the past 19 years, yesterday was my first time when I was taking my bath and a moment ago it bleed again when I was brushing my teeth.

Ughhhhh, I feel so sick !! But on the other hand, I'm trying to quit myself from smoking and I guess that explains why am I feeling hungry so often.
Yesterday I ate like 4-5 bowls of Pan Mee and I was still feeling hungry, hope I can gain some weight.

Anyway, I've been addicted to this song, Army of Love - Kerli ♥♥♥

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

I put my name on the line for love

'Cause this is what I've been waiting for

I saw it all like a sign above

So follow me, follow me

Tell me baby, that you love me (love me)

There's nothing higher, higher than me

If love and freedom's all that we need

Then follow me, follow me

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

I put my name on the line for love

Together we'll break down the walls

This is a different kind of war

So follow me, follow me

Tell me baby, that you love me (love me)

There's nothing higher, higher than me

If love and freedom's all that we need

Then follow me, follow me

Come one, come all

We're building an army, building an army

Come one, come all

We're building an army, an army of love

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

So let's go on, let's go on

On and on for love

So let's go on, let's go on

On and on for love

(For love)

Tell me baby, that you love me

(For love)

There's nothing higher, higher than me

(For love)

If love and freedom's all that we need

(For love)

Then follow me, (For love) follow me

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

Say loud

(Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh)

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

We'd love to love to love ya'

Love to love to love ya'

An Expired Entry

2010-12-29T03:30:00.001+08:00

My connection died on me ! I've done editing all those pictures and ready to upload to my Flickr,
but my connection anyhow disconnected, tried to fix it and I failed :( Something is wrong with the cable or the network card.

Luckily I have my Super Pro Brother to help me fix it, my bro told me the mouse bit my cable, that's why I couldn't connect to the internet.
I guess my cable is the most tasty one among the others, that's explained why I was the chosen one :/
Damn you little mouse !

Few days before Xmas, went to Shogun @ OneU with my mom, bro, nicky and my relatives <3 My aunt wanted to go Tenji but I read a post @ LowYat.net, a lot of negative comments about Tenji, some even had food poisoning x.x And I told them why not Jogoya ? Thou the price is quite expensive, the food and service are better than Tenji, and I'm one of their VIP leh ~

Looks like toy, doesn't it ?

My first time visiting Shogun.
Sushi lover/Japanese food lover will like it, maybe. I'm not a big fans of Japanese food, so there will be no next time.

I anyhow like this pic a lot, idea from Mr Nicky Chai.

My cousin bro was NON-STOP eatting !! I can tell the stuff he ate were more than me+Nicky+Man Man.
I told my mom he's not eatting, he's throwing all the food into his mouth, without chewing at all !!

After that, Nicky brought me along to have movie with his friends.

Tron Legacy 3D.
Rating this 2.5, story line Boooooooooooooooooooooorinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggg ~~
Nicky slept and he asked me about the movie, here is how I summarize the movie.

Dad disappeared, son finally found him, dad gifted him a woman, and dad died, son went back to real world.

Things that keep me awake and finish the whole movie are all those effects and graphics, very very cool !
And also !! Michael Sheen ♥♥♥ Aro from Twilight !! He looks absolutely stunning in Tron Legacy !!
11 months more to go ~ Twilight Breaking Dawn ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Next day, Nicky brought me to Mid Valley for shopping/ to get me Christmas present !!!
Well, I only bought a pair of heels because I can't really find something that I like and worth to buy.
I actually enjoyed more window shopping with Nicky because I just want to spend more time with my honey, not him spend more money on me, money can't buy me happiness and love.

We took our dinner at Spaghetti Grills, food still the same, not excellent but quite nice and the price is very cheap too.
2 dinner set, soup + main course + drink + ice-cream, Rm39.00 only.

Nicky bought himself a new BB and he promised to buy me one too !!

If he didn't get me one, I'll do this to his berry.

Ngek ngek ngek ~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Day before Christmas Eve, Man Man called, she wanted to bake some cookies for her bf, so sweet isn't she ?

It was the best cookie !! The ingredients are simple, easy to make and it taste so good !!
My mom wanted me to bake some and sell them for CNY but I refused.
That is not what give me the motivation to bake, I bake for love, I bake for happiness, I want people who eat them to feel happy, I want to see them smile :)
It means more than money.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Christmas Eve, Nicky brought me to Mid Valley to have our dinner at Delicious but it was very very full so we changed to Alexis.

Nicky thought it was a fake rose, nope it was real and beautiful. ♥

Alexis's Penne Carbonara.
Nicky said Italiannies's carbonara taste better.

Mocktail - Shirley Temple, super nice ~

Nicky's champagne.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Lastly, Merry Belated Christmas everyone :)

2 more days and here comes 2011 !!

Out of Inspiration

2010-12-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

Huhuhuhu, 3 days of PIKOM Digital Lifestyle Expo fair, my legs were numb for few days !
I guess I have to admit that I'm old :(
Only manage to take some photos, it was THE MOST BORING fair by PIKOM ever !

Colleague and me.
Ya, Toshiba and no more HP/Compaq !
The HP/Compaq booth was just beside us and they started to shout for promotions since Day 1 !!
No jokes, normally this kind of situation will only appears on the last day of fair but not this time.

Met quite a lot of friends during the fair and I love you Da Jie !! Thanks for visiting <3
And also kena 2 assholes snap me photos without asking, I seriously think it's very rude lor !
I'm not born to let you take photo whenever you want ok ?
And I'm not hired to be a showgirl or model, I am a SALESGIRL !!
There were 2 pretty models opposite our booth, people still ask them to pose so they can take photos,
well at least they ASK.

Even I wanna take photo with them, I still go ask for their permission first but too bad... I missed the chance :(

Shit, it's already 2am... I hafta go to bed right now, Nights all ! xoxo !

♥ New Blogger Skin ♥

2010-12-09T07:23:00.002+08:00

This is my 6 hours + creation ~

I made the background myself using Photoshop with the brushes I downloaded at http://www.brushezzy.com/

For the layout I copied from here http://btemplates.com/2010/blogger-template-gardening/ and modify it myself.
Because the RGBa code isn't working in IE, then I converted the codes to CSS, Firefox not working...damn.
After hundred times of refresh, testing, refresh, testing, refresh, testing..... finally both work ! Thank god !

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Went for a movie with Nicky, The Social Network.
I think this movie is errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... a little boring and Mark speaks SUPER DUPER FAST,
he sounds just like a freaking human robot !
The REAL Mark Zuckerberg doesn't speak like that... in all the interview ?
Ok ok, maybe he does speaks like that ...

I bought a new Maybelline UNSTOPPABLE Curly Extension Mascara,

and look at my lashes ! Nature, long and curl !

It's 100% real !!! Not fake eyelashes or photoshop.

If only they have Dark Brown colour, I wonder why I can't find it anymore.

Last time, I used Maybelline UNSTOPPABLE Lash Extension Mascara,

my lashed was so so so so so so so so so long ! That's why I decided to buy Maybeline instead of Shu Uemura's mascara.

Shu Uemura is good but it only look bold, not really that long or curl.

Yes, the Shu Uemura Ultimate Expression Mascara, which is quite expensive and the result is only so so.

Might be baking something later on to keep myself awake, so at night I can sleep like a dead pig.

Have work tomorrow :( yeh, for the PIKOM Digital Lifestyle Expo...

Anyone going there or want to buy a laptop please find me ^_^ ... if you can >_<

Cake, Cupcake or cookie ? Hmmm....

♥ You're the BEST damn thing in my life ♥

2010-12-07T22:42:00.145+08:00

The 4 days of cold war is finally over !!
Yeap, it was the most torturing 4 days in my entire life and also the secret I kept for 6-7 months.
I really learnt my lesson this time and I PROMISE it will never happen again !!

These days I felt so unsual, can't call or text my honey when I miss him :(
Always wondering where was him, how was him, what's he doing when I wasn't around him.
MAN ! That feelings SUCK TO THE MAX !!

Once again, I'm sorry that I put anyone down for my stupid and irresponsible acts.
I am truely sorry, I know sorry doesn't cure but I will take some time to prove to everyone that I've changed.
All these months I have been good, no flirting around or hitting on any guys, just stay at home and bake some cupcakes for my honey.

And also sorry for not blogging these days, I don't want to spam my blog due to the EMO-ness in me,
everytime I read back my older posts, I was like WTF !! All EMO posts !! So fucking dramatic !!
Hope no one turns emo after reading it hehehe...

Let's go back to last week.
My honey Nicky Chai took his day off and spent it with me, how sweet. ♥
We stay at home and bake cake together.

Chocolate Strawberry ♥
I think it taste very nice but my mom say too much chocolate :/
Yeh yeh, I know it looks ugly because it was my first time decorating a cake and it's very different than cupcakes !
If the cupcake looks like a shit, I can just give it to my dog (hahah evil me !) and decorate with another one but when it comes to cake, how can I give it ALL to my dog, she's already OBESE !! 8kg+ for a miniature pinscher... she looks just like a pig.

See for yourself !

Yes... that is her seat = ="

My baby ~~Piggy~~ Peggy ~

And night, Nicky brought me to Italiannies, I miss those days we always hang out at Delicious :(
But I anyhow learn to appreciate every meals I have with honey, thank God for giving us so much chances to get back together, I appreciate it deep down in my soul.

It's so obivious I was trying to hide something on my face.

I scratched my face :( It was motherfucking FUGLY and PAIN everytime I wash my face.
And yes, no photoshop for all these photos, look at all the whiteheads on my nose and break out.

Already bought a foundation from Shu Uemura, expensive but it looks very nature.
Thanks honey ♥♥

Cute and lovely, mUaccccccccccccks ! ♥

My drink, Iced Café Mocha, super nice !
Don't worry, I'm still a loyal StarBucker ~

Here comes the food.

Appetizer.

Bread with olive oild and balsamic vinegar.
It was so nice until I forget to take picture hehe ~

Main course.

After an excellent dinner, we walked around and head to home.

Malacca trip will delay until January because my mom told me it will be more fun to visit Malacca before CNY.
And we might be going to Cameron Highlands or probably have BBQ on New Year eve.
Honey couldn't take his off days on Xmas, someone already took :( But I still hope that we can hang out at Hulu Langat.

Honey, still remember the last Xmas surprise ? Hehe, this year will be dull ~_~ I guess...

Yesterday I tried to edit my blog skin and I lost my patience with all the fucking codes !
I gave up !!!!!!!!! ... well not really, until someday I feel like edit it, I will.
So I guess you guys have to stick with my boring and uninspiring template for some time, sorry ~ :X

I have a confession...

2010-12-04T05:12:00.000+08:00

It's 4.03am and I'm still awake...

24 hours ago, I was still a happy little girl sleeping like a dead pig, still waiting for the next day to take my breakfast with the one I love most.
Until I woke up, things changed...

I have something to tell and I have no fear to talk about it.
It happened 7 months ago, I had an affair and I'd flew all over to Sibu to met that guy but the relationship only last for 3 months.
I came back, attempt to tell Nicky what had happened when I was in Sibu but he refuse to know.
That was my first attempt.

One day, I showed Nicky the msg he pm-ed me at MSN, you were shocked and upset.
And again, attempt to tell Nicky what had really happened when I was in Sibu but he refuse to know.
That was my second attempt.

I hate lying, it's so painful to hide things behind you.
I still remember last time, I tried to talk to you about one of my ex, I want to be 100% honest with you but you asked me to stop and never mention a thing about him anymore.
This time I thought you were the same, I respect you and I do not want to be pushy, I don't want to force you to accept something that you do not want to.

After months and months, the lies that I force myself to keep still there haunting me so I decided to talk to one of my net friend.
I asked him for opinions and some advices, I never want to hurt you and I want us to have a future, I want us to have the best.
But, there are no secrets that you can keep forever... you knew it.

I feel much more relief but at the same time I was so upset.
It's my fault I admit it, you can slap me, scold me, hit me or do whatever you want to me, I will not say a word because I know what I did this time is REALLY WRONG.

I'm sorry and I will not distrub (call/text) you until you find me.

我只是想說這件事情發生了之後我都有時時刻刻地提醒自己以後不可以在犯錯
因爲幸福不是必然的幸福可以在這一個降落也可以在另一秒離開

那時候我看見那個八婆的照片還在你的電腦裏難道我又很好受嗎？
可是我還是選擇當作沒怎樣因爲我們現在都還好好的爲什麽要爲了一些無聊的人又吵架？
我以爲這個道理你也可以明白可是不是在我一睜開眼睛發現你不在我就開始慌！
起初還以爲是你的那個妹妹又沒人載要你回去過後我才開始發現原來不是。
問了問我的朋友才知道你看了我們的Chat log 我還告訴我的朋友你應該會為我還有我們的感情想想的就像我之前那樣儅作那個八婆的照片沒有一回事！

事情已經發生了 7個多月了我知道是我的錯但是我已經很努力的挽回我的感情還有對你好
難道這幾個月以來你都沒看見我的努力嗎？你就要爲了一個7個月多了的事情而生我氣？
我有要跟你坦白一切可是你口口聲聲說你不想知道我還很急的那時候我跟你說豪的事情你很兇的說以後都不要再提了所以我也不想再逼你

我很討厭你身邊所有的女生我就恨了！因爲以前的事情我見過鬼我怕黑了！
我每次一看到有女孩子在你的FB留言還是聊天我就會很不舒服那種感覺真的很討厭！
請試想想一個我認識多年的朋友都可以背著我做這些事情出來欺騙我
那些我不認識的會怎樣我真的不敢想象！

我天生就不是個正常的女生這個並不是我能選擇的！
愛打DotA不是我能控制的 11嵗開始打CS,Starcraft,JY Online 小學時候女同學玩跳繩而我就喜歡很難同學玩賽跑單腳跳探險抓蟲！
我身邊有很多異性朋友但是我跟他們聊天都是很粗魯粗口滿天因爲我不想有任何的誤會發生
你說我每天跟他們罵粗口很好看嗎？難道你要我用甜言蜜語嗎？
我就是知道男孩子對那些粗魯的女生最不感興趣所以我才這樣還是你要我像你跟那個他媽的Angel談你的“小鳥” 這樣？還跟我說那個是她的男朋友用者其實我早就知道根本就是她本人而不是她的男朋友！

最後我最不能忍受的就是寂寞！我就討厭寂寞！
我很討厭自己愛的人不睬我你最近天天都去打機我也不曾說過半句話
我們見面的次數很少現在出街的次數很像牛郎見織女那樣一個月才一次
請換個角度想想如果我天天都只顧著打機有時閒就留朋友或者是自己你會怎樣！？

我很討厭不被重視的感覺我很討厭。。
以前讀書時候我有不開心我可以跟姐妹講現在我只有你一個現在你都不理我我真的很辛苦
要哭哭不出有苦也說不出有覺也睡不得你以爲我不比你難過嗎？

Just The Way You Are

2010-11-26T08:46:00.003+08:00

I'm one happy girl, have a ~~good~~ ~~excellent~~ perfect boyfriend and family, what can I still be asking for ?

Moment ago, Nicky used TeamViewer on his pc for some game bot thing and I somehow kepo wanna view his folders.
And I saw a folder "xx" and her photos were in it but..... I feel no hatred or mad or upset, just kepo.
It's already 4am, Nicky has to sleep so we just went to bed but the kepo-ness in me is still there.

Just now before he left, I asked him for the password, I tell him honestly I wanna see and yeah he gave me.
But just now his pc shutted down, I don't know why, it was just 5-10 mins after Nicky gave me the password, it's impossible for to reach home that fast.
Then he called, I was told his sister called him saying his pc's background turned all blue, probably because I was viewing his pc, I think she's freak out.
Imagine, you see you pc's running itself *tremble*

Nicky starts to explain to me, he told me he'll delete and remove all those photos/pics that upset me and guess what I said ?

No, I'm okay with that, we're both very happy right now and I will not fight with him over some god-damn photos of hers, makes you tired and me tired.

I know, it doesn't sounds like me at all ! But those words actually came out from my mouth, woah !
Beware, maybe today might be the day for the world to end. ROFL
Well think again, we both were mad, upset, angry, broke up because of her.
Now, we're living happily together, start planning about our future, work hard for each other so why make both furious again because of this long ago bitch ?

I want my simple and normal life with you forever, not creating dramas for us to suffer and love is suppose to be happy and sweet.
You don't have to buy me expensive jewelry, car, credit cards, branded bag/clothes/shoes, as long as I can be with you even for 5 minutes, I'm already happy with it.
Just now we went for supper @ McDonalds, ate very delicious McChicken Supreme, fries, smoke together, chit-chatting and there I'm one happy girl.

And I'm serious ! I feel so high today when I see you, can't stop smiling and looking at you, I love You so much honey ♥
Thank you honey for buying me the Shu Uemura foundation + cleansing oil, I really love it and sorry for overspend >_< You work so hard and I just spent your money like that, I still feel bad :(
I can't believe I yelled at you that day just... I feel so so so bad, I'm not a good gf >_<
Sorry sorry sorry ! x99999999999999999999999999999999999999
And I Love You, I Love You, I Love You x infinity ♥

* To Be Continue *

Just my 2 cents

2010-11-18T03:04:00.000+08:00

People start to call me crazy and insane, some even say I'm acting very abnormal,
because of my acts and thoughts ?
And always giving me this,

Stop talking about West West West, you are at East, you're Asians and you're Malaysians !

I'm not self-destroying or a Ang-Moh wannabe or try to be a white girl, ok ?
This is me, I born like this, if you don't like my thoughts or opinions.
Well then, don't ever ask me again.

So that night, my bestie's wedding dinner night,
Shi Yee ask me about this stupid question again.

Does condom has lub ?

This is not the first time she asked, it was actually the second time.
And the first time when we're discusing about Mok's wedding at Paparich,
she anyhow ask me this kind of question and seriously with no offence,
I found it was kinda dumb for a science student to ask that.

Once again, no offence.

Back to the wedding dinner night,
she asked me again and frankly it annoyed me but still I explained to her and gave her the answer.
Then Nicky asked me to stop talking about it and same goes to the others.

Because ? There were another family - The father, mother, probably grandma and grandpa with a 3-4 years old little kid.

I was like What the Fuck ? Why am I the one who should shut up and stop as I'm not the one who started this topic at first ?
And what's so innocent for not knowing something that you should know and 100% will be doing it in the future ?
All of these are just a basic knowledge that I think EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW.
Instead of acting like,

Oooooooh, I'm so innocent, I'm a innocent girl ~
Oooooooh, condoms ? Oh don't talk like that to me, I'm a clean girl ~

How dirty or dirty-mind for people to know more about sex?
Like you never gonna do it in your entire life ?
C'mon, it's just condom, not drugs or something bad and FYI, we're 19 already ok ?
Even my Malay friends from NS, we often have this girl talk and yes we did talk about it before.
And we're only 17-18 only.

Sex in not Dirty ! If anyone of you think it's gross or disgusting, don't ever do it hor !
If everyone has this same thoughts that sex topics are bad,
I can tell you there will be more than 50% of couples will be having BORING sex and that's so wrong.
As not everyone are born to have great skills in sex.

I agree that as long as you're doing it with your gf/bf, you don't need much skills and you'll be happy.
But can you continuously having boring sex forever ? For ladies MAYBE, For men ? I don't think so.
One of my friends told me, Xboy fucked Xgirl and said she's very boring, like he's fucking a corpse.

Do you actually want your bf or husband to tell that to anyone like that ?

If my bf/husband has no skill at all in sex, I would rather ask him to mastrubate himself than want me to lay down on the bed and doing something boring for 30 minutes.
Yeah, I would rather take the 30 minutes for a good nap, having sexual dreams with my imaginary sexy guy.

Till now, I still don't get it why people have this kind of look when they saw anyone buying condoms ?

What's wrong for having protected safe sex ? It's not even a crime.
If you see someone buying some SM toys and you have this look, ok fine, maybe too wild for you.
Some poeple don't use condom because they are afraid of all these looks from people !
Then ruin people life and also the innocent ones !

Maybe it doesn't happen much in other countries but in Malaysia, still the same old look everytime Nicky and I went to refill our condoms.
I'm still too young for kids, I'm not prepare or ready yet so I'm using it to prevent ruin my life, Nicky's life and the baby's life.
And I hate it when people give me this comment,

Condom ar ? Not syok at all ! Without condom is much more fun and nice to fuck ~

And then ? End up being a dad or mom during school age ?
Then want mommy or daddy to help pay for the wedding ??
Then can't find money to buy milk or diapper for your baby ???
You seriously want to end your life like this ? Well then, go ahead, I won't stop you but surely I don't want it.

Ok, finish crapping, above are all my opinions and thoughts.
No offence to anyone and whoever dislike this post just click on the Hates It ! or just leave my blog.

Thank you.

♥ Yenny Mok's Wedding

2010-11-15T15:38:00.000+08:00

13 November 2010.

It was my bestie - Mok's Wedding and she wants me to be her bridesmaid and of course I promised her.
Winnie and Ye Jia will be bridesmaids too, Shi Yee was chosen to be Maid of Honor.
Haha, Mok just picked the most clumsy one among us to be her Maid of Honor.

Before the big day, Mok asked me to buy all the stuffs for games to tease the groom.
Items that I bought :

12 Big Apple Donuts.
15 pcs Lemons.
1 pack of Celery.
2 pack of Bitter Ground.
1 stick family pack Wasabi.
1 pack of Insane HOT Chili Padi.

Try guessing what games we're up to, hehe ~
When I was preparing at home, I used Nicky as White Mouse for testing LOL !! He does love me ~

The next day, also the big day !
I reached Mok's house pretty early and she was doing her make up.

Look how exciting she is.

Finally the rest arrive and let's get this wedding party started !

Winnie and I are so busy squeezing the lemons then spreading some wasabi + chili padi on the biscuit.

I already blended the bitter ground + celery at home, it taste super duper horrible ! Yucks !!

Around 9pm the Groom and ushers arrived and ready to pick up Mok to the Groom's house.

This is the most horrible moment for Groom + ushers but fun for bridesmaids*evil laugh*muahahahahahaha !

And yes ! They passed all the games, just that someone refuse to eat the wasabi + chili padi biscuit.....

Hey ! We put a lot of effort in it, better finish it loh !

Picture time ! Mok looks extremely stunning that day.

Gifts from Mok's parents as her dowry.

The Rings

The Necklaces

And also the braclets.

Group Picture before leaving.

Time to go to the Groom's house.

The Groom's house.

Ye Jia and Shi Yee will do the tea ceremony with Mok, while me and Winnie busy camwhoring out there.

The Leong's family, Mok is now one of them.

At night, the Wedding Dinner at Chui Heng Restaurant.

Happy NewlyWeds Mok !!

Wish you have a new and happy live with you hubby.

Cheers,

Steffi and Nicky.

想念 · 童年

2010-11-10T01:50:00.001+08:00

馬六甲的Trip應該去不成了 :(
因爲媽咪最近很忙如果她不去的話
我和Honey又不是很會路迷路的幾率很高 xD

不過我現在還是在Plan着去另外一個地方玩
希望大家都去得成吧因爲很久都沒有一大班去玩
不是跟朋友是跟親戚就像以前小時候一樣

一起出海玩在無名島上玩游泳 BBQ等等
不過現在什麽都起價雖然說遊艇是自己的
不過給油錢工人錢吃的用的水啊電阿潛水用的裝備等等
真的很貴。。唉現在什麽都是錢錢錢 ~

最懷念以前還記得那時候外公還在的時候
我外公那時候都很老了 60-70+吧
還可以坐船哦一起陪我們玩外公他很慈祥的 :)
外公。。我好想你丫 T_T

還有一次他們坐小船載我們過去島自己玩先
怎麽知道有四腳蛇！不過表哥他們突然Sot起來
把沙弄成一個Poke Ball 然後丟它喊著“我要收復你！”
哈哈對！那時候剛好是Pokemon時代所以我們都一樣用Poke Ball收復它
最後四腳蛇也無奈的跑掉了嘻嘻~

哦！還有一次！船走著走著突然看到某個島上有兩個人在向我們揮手
原來他們是不知道哪一個國家的Survivor來的一男一女鬼佬來的
我們就載他們過來給東西他們吃讓他們沖涼
他們沖沖下跑出來說很久都沒有沖涼了很舒服！
那個女的還一直對者鏡子說自己有兩個月多沒看到自己了
O_O 好誇張哦。。

每一次出完海囘來我都會嗮到很黑很黑
去學校老師一看到我就知道我去那裏玩了 xD

其實我很想念小時候我的童年真的很快樂真的很不想長大！
俊表哥燿表哥面表姐琪表妹我哥哥我還有我弟弟
我們這般調皮的小孩子真的很開心 =3
再加上我的親戚都玩到很癲的還有世界上最疼我的乾爹 ~

好想念在船上吹海風的時候
晚上看這天有數都數不完的星星
早上又很漂亮的日出還有海鷗飛翔
再看遠處有海豚跳來跳去（真的！）
藍藍的海如果是在Tioman附近的話
用潛水眼鏡放在海面上可以看到海底裏的珊瑚還有魚兒
半夜不睡覺看爸爸他們釣Sotong 有一次舅舅還釣到八爪魚
然後那些笨笨的飛魚看到船上的燈一直飛上來 = ="
我們就拼命踢它們下去 xD

還記得我第一次釣魚把魚釣上來我不敢碰因爲我害怕 = ="
因爲我不懂哪一位粉腸跟我講魚有毒的不可以碰 Zzzz
爸爸我摸給我看先過後我才輕輕的去摸它因爲沒事耶 ^^
不過要把魚放生因爲那邊是受保護區

童年阿童年阿。。
我好想儅個小孩子。。

♥ Forever Thine, Forever Mine, Forever Ours ♥

2010-11-08T04:57:00.000+08:00

My sweet charming honey is sleeping like a pig now, hehehe.
Sometimes he freaks me out when he's sleeping because he actually talk or maybe laugh !
Can you imagine when you're playing DotA or The Sims 3 or just surfing the internet then someone laugh,
in the middle of the night O_O"

This morning I woke up, my head was so heavy and also dizzy, I thought I over-slept.
But then I started to feel so cold and I lost my appetite, I knew that I'm sick and finally I K.O-ed, I'm having fever.
I tried to call Nicky to tell him I'm sick but he had to work and I did not want to make him worry about me.
Until night, he finished all his work then I told him and yeah, he came to see me.

I'm fine right now, after few hours of sleep and I wrapped myself with my blanket like a caterpillar, I think I'm 80% recovered.
Also thanks to my sweet honey for taking care of me, he must be very tired today. >"<

Last night Nicky and I talked about our future.
Actually I always wonder about my future with Nicky, can we both be a good parents ?
Will things change after marriage ? Am I going to be a good mother ? Is Nicky gonna be a good husband ?
Like Peter Russell said, woman can't stop thinking, our brains keep on moving and moving and moving, thinking and thinking and thinking.

Nicky told me he wants our children to be educated in English school because he's English isn't really that good and he realizes it's hard to live if you don't know English or have poor English standard.
Well I agree that. Even I myself work as a salesgirl, I speak English at the time, to Chinese, to Malay, to Indian, to Japenese, to Korean, to everyone.
And not least, people who are disabled like deaf, I write to them, in English and yes they understand.

That's why there was this racist Malay in my FB friend list last time, yelling at me for not reply him in Malay.
He said, this is Malaysia, Malay is the National Language in Malaysia, and as a Malaysian we should speak Malay.
I don't deny that my Malay is very poor, I can hardly speak Malay because I was educated in Chinese school.
You're different, you're born Malay, you studied in Malay school, somemore you guys have all this super- shortcut that is FUCKING HARD to read or to be understand.

After 53 years of independence, why can't you learn Chinese since we have 3 races in Malaysia ?
Nevermind if you don't know Chinese because I don't really know Malay but English, no matter Chinese school or Malay school, we have English class and things that we learnt is actually same.
But my dad did sent me to a home tuition only for English when I was 5 and I used to speak English when I was young until I got into primary school.
Which my dad always said to my mom, it was the biggest mistake to send 3 of us, my elder bro, me and my youngest bro to Chinese school.
Because we never speak English anymore but luckily we had our basic studied well.

Now I keep thinking names for my children, don't get me wrong, I'm not pregnant.
I will not let myself pregnant until I'm all ready and prepare to be a mom and a good wife. :)

Here Comes November

2010-11-05T08:14:00.001+08:00

28 October.

It was one day before ViVi's birthday and I made something for her.

Cupcakes :) I have not been baking for so long and I was kinda worry that I might failed.
The recipe I always bake was such a failure, it can never be perfect, there are always something missing.
So I browse thru the internet to get a better recipe and I was so lack of time because the next day was her Birthday Dinner.
Finally found one and the result was totally great, it's very soft and I added some strawberry essence in it.
But then, the icing part !

I always like to learn how to do the icing because normally the cupcakes I made are all without icing, so dull.
Once I bought a chocolate frosting @ Cold Storage, it doesn't really taste good and expensive.
The icing was so hard and I failed the first time :( Because I was out of icing sugar and I tried to replace it with blended castor sugar, haha epic failed !
Oh well, it was already 11pm, YES 11pm !! I baked from 7pm till 11pm, so exhausted !
No choice but try again tomorrow and get myself some icing sugar.
I do not want my cupcakes turn into sugarcake...

Next day, woke up very early to finish off the icing part.
Bought icing sugar and ready to do my experiment again.
This time it comes out pretty nice, a lot more better than the first time and quickly decorate then chill them in the fridge.

I don't know how the cupcakes taste like, maybe too sweet, too plain, too creamy, I don't know just hope she likes it.
And here's the recipe for the cupcakes.
http://www.all-about-cupcakes.com/vanilla-cupcakes.html
Few days later I baked again but no icing, I spread some chocolate on it.

30 October.

My dad's uncle means my great-grand-uncle invited us to his birthday dinner at Malacca, hah another October baby.
The last time I went Malacca was like............ ages ago ? I can't really remember when, it's been so long !

We reached Malacca around 6pm and it was a rainy day, very chilling ~ I love it.
And Malacca still have those big big paddy field which you can NEVER EVER see it in Kuala Lumpur, we only have a lot of big big stupid cars, damn annoying city.............
Seriously, I fell in love with the view, I love the nature, I really do.
Most people go Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan or maybe Korea for holiday or relax themselves but not me.
I'm not very fancy over other countries' cities, I'm so tired of seeing cars and tall buildings, I'll probably go to the beach or camping, that is what I call RELAX, instead of shopping.

We reached there quite early so we were driving around Malacca city, it was kinda jam but still traffic better than Kuala Lumpur but the traffic light at Malacca is very slow, it's like we have to wait forever until our turn to go. = ="

I'll be back to Malacca again, I really love there !

And I think Nicky never been to Malacca before, so this month - November, we'll be having our holiday at Malacca, visit the Red House and take lots of lots of pichaaaaaaaaaaaas !!

My mom and I really wanted to stay over Malacca that night but my dad wouldn't allow for sure, so after the dinner we went back to home ~

Wait for me Malacca, I will be back ;)

♥ 1289 Days ♥

2010-10-28T03:52:00.002+08:00

Woohoo ! It's been 1289 Days honey !
Just like a blink of an eye and we've been together for so many days.

I still remember how we met at Neway and we can't keep our eyes off to each other.

The first present from Nicky.

♥ Mickey and Minnie - Nicky and Me. ♥

So cute isn't it ?

Unfortunately, I threw this away :(

I remember how Nicky gave me this.

He put it under my bed and I spotted it ! Hah !

♥ Precious Moments ♥

I make Nicky to buy this because he cheated on me.

Cause his darn friends ask him to the club without letting me know,

and that Bitch Stepby ? Or whatever her name is, still Fuck You Whore !

So I was like, you have so many money to go to club ?

Ok then, give me Rm300 every month and buy me something from Precious Moments.

Never mess with me, I'm so Evil !

Tongue Piercing ♥

I don't quite remember how it's like to have a tongue piercing.

Our Silly Face ♥

Shopping spree !

I spent a lot that day, poor Nicky baby ~

I love you honey !!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I don't know why but is it normal to be like so insecure whenever your bf/gf isn't by your side ?

Or just because I can't let go of all those cheatings ?

I always feel so shaddy when Nicky isn't near me or away from me but I do trust him, no doubt.

But I never trust girls around him, everytime there are girls around Nicky, my eyes will like having this sensor,

ALERT ALERT !! BITCH SPOTTED !! LoL !!

Any girl has the same thought as me ? Or I'm just being too sensitive ?

That day there was this girl name Angel Lai, can't remember what the fuck is her surname.

I was using Nicky's FB and she pm-ed Nicky, saying Hi and I replied a " ? "

She was asking for some guy Nicky's working with and I said " Don't Know "

Later on, Nicky's on, he talked to her and I was just watching their conversation.

I forgotten how, but they were actually talking about Nicky's dick, I was like so pissed off.

Seriously, I can't read it anymore, like how can you talk about some guy's dick ?

Or you're so horny, you need a dick right now ? Well go find a male prostitute, he got what you need.

I have so many guy friends and we never ever talk about our body because we know it's not appropriate.

And she actually acting like she's so innocent and saying if this Mr.S talk to his bf like this, she won't be mad.

Hello bimbo ! Because you know Mr.S, what if some random girl in FB talk like that to your bf, you won't be mad ?

You fucking whore, if you're really that horny, you need it so badly, go get a cucumber and suck it to yourself.

If you think that I'm the worst gf in the world because I get jealous so easily, well then again.
I rather be the worst gf than losing the one I love most !
Why would I wanna change myself so that everyone can like me ? No point.
Cause I already experienced friends around me saying how much they supported me but when I really need help, they just disappeared.

Yeah, I fuck you ~~FRIENDS~~ !! You guys know who you are, son of a bitch !

Girls Out Loud !!

2010-10-27T05:28:00.000+08:00

Me, Nicky, Man Man and ViVi went karaoke after celebrating my grandma's birthday.
It's been ages we haven't hang out together, do things together, awww I really miss my childhood.
We used to do everything together, pee together, bath together, we're so insane !

Pictures time ! ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Girls ♥

♥ Me and Nicky ♥

My boobies look big in here PMSL !!

I really enjoy myself, it was a blast

♥ It's cool hanging out with you guys ♥

Grandma's 85th Birthday !

2010-10-26T04:57:00.000+08:00

Today ( Tuesday ) is my Grandma's birthday and she's 85 !
Well Happy Birthday my Grumpy lovely grandma ♥ and stop nagging at me all the time. LOL

We celebrated her birthday at Sunday, because most of us have to work, so Sunday is the only day that we can gather together like we always do.
Yeah, my friends always wonder what am I doing on Sunday, am I dating with Nicky ? Shopping and stuff ?
No, I follow my mom to my aunt house, they play majong, uncle cooks dinner for us, accompany my lil niece, or swim together and etc.
Imma good girl ;-) I'm still a mama's girl cause I don't want my mom to be upset as we're growing, we have our own life and we forget about her.

My elder brother has to work, my lil bro doesn't like hanging out with aunties and uncles, so it's just me and since I have nothing to do, so why not accompany my lovely mom. ♥

Mom bought Chocolate Banana Cake from Secret Recipe for my grandma.

Happy grandma with her great-grandchildren.

Singing Birthday Song.

Just look at her smile, she is so HAPPY, I'm so glad.

She's 85 and she can blow 12 out of 13 candles in one shot, all by herself !

That is so cool !

Everyone had fun and I really enjoyed myself.

And anyone read my twits ? Yeah, there were a bunch of the restaurant workers dinning next to our room,

they're singing karaoke and it sounds so horrible !!

My mom and my bro can't stop laughing, me and my cousin sister were laughing out loud !

It's really horrible yet funny, it's freaking kill us all ! LMAO

Back home, everyone is exhausted, so me and my mom had a lil chattin in the room.
My mom is my best friend, we talk about everything because I want her to know what's happening around me and she tells me everything around her as well.

She said I talked a lot with my cousin sister, Man Man/Mandy.
And she told me not to be so spiteful towards her, since things already happened and she's my cousin.
I should be like, Take-And-Give, try to forget the past and move on.

I understand but it's not easy for me to forget everything so fast, I still need some time.
Those are the hardest time for me and it seems like it was just yesterday, I'm really trying to walk out from it.
All those drama is really tiring, it makes me sick and I just want a normal life, a simple life.
She's my cousin, no matter what kind of fight we had, we still gonna have to talk someday, we can't ignore each other like forever.

So just give me some time.
Like how I get things work out with Nicky. ♥

Genting with ma Huns

2010-10-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

I have so much to blog, I'm having so much recently and I'l like-ing it. ♥
Well, ever since Nicky started his 2 part time jobs, we seldom hang out, go shopping, go for movie, dinning together so I plan to go to Genting during his off day which is 2 days.
Actually I thought it was suppose to be 2 of us but my mom looks so boring, everyday at home, playing with my dog, watch tv, take care of our house.
It's like a cycle, repeating, repeating, repeating and REAPEATING, so we took her together with us.

Mom wanna watch movie all of a sudden but I think it's good, cause they won't be going to casino all night long while me being left alone :(

Before the movie, chilled at Starbucks with ma favourite ! Caramel Hot Chocolate with whipping cream, yums*

Finally, movie time, we're so excited !

RED - Retired Extremely Dangerous.

Rate 5/5 !! It's so funny, cool and exciting !

I like the biatch call them OLD MAN, it was so hilarious !

Yeah, it took me some time to find out, the old man is actually the one from " Back to the Future ".

That was one of my favourite movie, watch that since I was a kid but I can't remember the name of the actors. * Salute *

Whoever still haven't watch should really go ! Highly recommended and do not watch your time and money at " ~~The Child's Eye~~ ", seriously.

After the movie, mom went to casino while me and Nicky waiting for his friend who work at Genting to go yumcha together.

How cute ! His friend work as a chef, and look at the uniform, just like The Sims 2/3. LOL

After chit-chatting with Nicky's friend, we went back to the hotel, I was soooooo tired ! but I had a lot of fun.
Oh yeah, something embarassing happened.
Nicky wanted to make a Genting World Card and I'm not legal to go into the casino, so my mom brought him to get it while me walking around to wait for them.
I passby Baskin Robins and feel like eatting ice-cream, so I got myself a Strawberry Cheese Cake, yummy ~
Before that I ask them can I pay with my card ? The worker told me No, unless I buy ice-cream over Rm20, I do not have any cash with me so when I wanted to cancel the ice-cream.
The another worker scooped it and waiting me at the cashier, I was like Oh My God .............
Standing there like a retard, waiting for Nicky to rescue me, that was so so so so so embarassing !

I don't know why they have limits because usually I go Starbucks and I pay with my card, I hate bringing cash.
Cause with cash, I spend twice faster than using card means pokai faster with cash.

Next day, mom and Nicky went to the casino again while I went for pedicure, weee ~
It was nice, but not professional enough, they let me go with wet nails, it's not dry enough.
Rm30, I guess I get what I pay for. Hmmmm ...........

Back to KL, Home Sweet Home ♥
I hate my hair, it's such a mess, like a tree ! Growing insane !!
And so, I chopped them off, now my hair is at shoulder length, will post it out next time.

Time for me to watch " Keeping up with the Kardashians ", I'm addicted to it. ♥

No more dramas, just normal life.

2010-10-16T09:20:00.001+08:00

Hello ! I am gonna revive my blog, it was dead for like a month ? maybe more...

My life is fine, just normal, worked at Fahrenheith 88 a.k.a KL Plaza for the Gadget Fair.
Unfortunately, I did not sell anything, yeap 0 sales for 12 days, because.....

There's no customer for me to serve !!!

It was really torturing, by who ?? By boredom !!
Nothing that I can do at there and one booth has only 2-3 person, mine was only 2 and I don't really like that fatty due to some of reason.
He was ALWAYS late, we should be here by 10am and he came here like 10.45, WTF ?
Just don't like his attitude.

So I ran over around, to Toshiba, to Dell, to Multi-Brand, to Acer but not staying at my own booth - HP.

Here are the booths.

HP booth and that's the fatty I'm talking about.

Dell

Toshiba

Acer

The Fahrenheith 88 USB Speaker

Darren's Toshiba Pendrive, cute ♥

Honey bought me this as breakfast ♥♥

The Delicious Cupcakes

Few days before the fair ended, I brought DotA and those guys gone insane over DotA !!

Probably everyone gets very very very very very (x infinity) boring !!!

DotA time.

Darren & Millian vs AI.

Then they have 5 and start bullying AI.

Darren

Zhe Yee, they call him 234 LOL

Alex and Gam Mou

Look at Alex's evil smile, he was using Force Staff to push Gam Mou.

Lastly, CK

They promised we'll get our cheque by 11st October and it's already 16th, WHERE IS MA CHEQUE !!

I'm still waiting for my cheque so that I can cut my freaking hair ! It's gonna turn into a tree soon...........

2nd October 2010, Nicky called. He asked me whether I want to attend his friend's proposal surprise, well why not ? It will be fun !
Honey picked me up and off to Pavillion to gather with his friends. Everyone was very excited and hope everything goes well and perfectly.

They call themselves E2 Kaki

Pink, White, Red

Pawned

Roses for the bride

Me and my honey ♥

Congratulations ♥

Something happened and I don't really like Pavillion anymore, don't ask.

Met Stan while we're paying the ticket.

Last month. Dated my girls out for some drinks @ OldTown, met Ah Q.

Winnie went home earlier that day because she needs to accompany her boss ! xD

Shi Yee, Me, Mok

And also, congrats to Mok, she's getting marry, isn't it sweet ?

Nicky ! When are you gonna purpose to me ! PMSL xD

Mom's birthday. Dad wanted to bring mom to a restaurant at Sri Gombak for steak but dad couldn't find the place, probably moved so we went to TGIF.

Hours ago. Went for a movie with Nicky @ Mid Valley - my fav place to hang out.

The Child's Eye

I vote this 3/5, Storyline - Not Interesting ; Haunted scene - Okok la.

But I love the part when Quan and his son suicide, very pity lor.

Quan and his wife used to live so happily and well, in a sudden, her wife killed all the dogs and end up having a dog-look-child then died.

Poor Quan........

Rainie Yang, Elanne Kwong, Shawn Yue and etc, *Yawn* Boringggggggggggg ~

The following photos are all my Camwhoring photos, please leave the blog if it hurts your eyes. xD

It's like years I have not been camwhoring, friends were like asking me, " Why aren't you changing your FB profile picture ? "

Because I was stucked in ma house, I wasn't going anywhere lately, so no new photos ! Till now :)

Henna Tattoo !

This one only cost me Rm5, super duper cheap !

I get another one Henna Tattoo.

This one cost me Rm15 but it a lot more nicer than the previous one.

I love it ! ♥

♥ End ♥

R.I.P Uncle Tian

2010-09-07T00:19:00.006+08:00

Uncle Tian

Rest In Peace

Promise you I will try not to sit in front of my computer for so long

and

I will take good care of dad, mom and aunt

We will go Singapore more often to visit you.

Remember, you always have us with you, you are not alone.

From your niece, Steffi Low.

Life is too short ...

2010-09-02T05:17:00.000+08:00

Around 7pm, I was in my room playing computer like usual and I heard something from my dad, he was talking my aunt,(her room was upstair and my room is just beside the stair so I can barely hear what they were talking) my 2nd xxxxx what heart attack xxxxxx, something like that.

At first, I thought it was my 2nd uncle's dog heart attack so I went to take my bath.
But when I almost finish my bath, I heard someone's crying softly, I thought it was from the TV but it was kind loud and it was 8pm, if the TV was on, it must be news @ TV3.

My aunt walked down and the crying went louder and louder, few second later, I heard a man crying together.
I know something isn't right, so I quickly finish my bath and see what happened.
My dad was facing the wall crying, my aunt standing beside crying too so I asked what happened ?
Daddy cry even loud and my aunt told me that, my 2nd uncle just passed away, heart attack...............

This is too sudden, without any warnings, he's gone, forever.
Aunt Jos told us on the phone that my 2nd uncle went out for dinner with his friend and then he collapsed so his friend quickly send him to the hospital but it was too serious and the doctor couldn't save him.
My younger brother called my mom, she went out to pray for the Hungry Ghost Month..... Haih.....
Mommy ran back home and asked what happened ? Daddy saw mommy and cry again :(
So I told mom what had happened.

Now I'm really worry about my dad.
My Grandpa died - Heart Attack ; My Grandma died - Heart Attack ; Now, 2nd uncle died - Heart Attack.
I guess my family has this heart disease problem.
My 2nd uncle collapse before, then few times nearly collapse when he came to Malaysia.
The first time is at home, mommy saw and quickly grab him, another time when we went out for family dinner, reached home and he nearly collapse, daddy hold him.

He told my aunt he will be back to Malaysia more often, he want to spend more time here with us but .......
This is really sad, I try not to cry because daddy and mommy are very very very very sad, I don't want to make them even more upset, I have to stay strong and be a tough girl.

Life is too short................. appreciate what you have right now and be glad that you are still with the one you love and also your family.

R.I.P my Dear Uncle Tian, we love you always.

From left & first row, White collar T, that's my dear uncle and the lady beside me is my Aunt Jos.

Let's talk about L.O.V.E

2010-08-30T04:32:00.000+08:00

I know !! I really know !! My Love Life is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too complicated, BUT !
I was kinda sorted things out and it's very simple and happy right now.

The reason why I haven't been blogging about my love life for like ages of time, cause I wanted things to get steady before I can clearly announce to all of my friends and my dear readers.
Yeah and those who was thinking " WHO CARES ", yet reading my blog NOW !! You know who you are ~ Teehee.

Hmm, it's like almost 3 months, WE are living happily and so so so so so in love, till now, till forever I wish.

I stated my relationship status at FB as Widowed last time, and because I have not been blogging about my relationship thingy, one of my friend who isn't really that close with me, came to me and asked me.

So...... I see that you had been widowed for a period time ? What happened to your love ones ?

When I saw that, I was WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! LMAO !!! ROFL !!! PMSL !!!

I just tell him no, it was just for fun, and my relationship status is currently - Secret, and he was speechless.
Then again, more and more friends came to me and asked me about it, ' Wei, you widowed ar ? ' HAHA !

But I changed it for a month ago, yeap ~ In a Relationship with ... Nicky Chai ♥

I don't know what you guys think or say about Nicky, probably think that he's a jerk or something, no he is not.

The last time we broke up is because of me, fell out of love, yeh :( My Bad !!!

Nicky tried to hold me back, he treated my very very very well until I had decided to fly all the way to Sibu, he was very very upset and mad at me and we didn't talk for weeks

We went back together and we broke up again, over and over again, maybe this is how life should be, we have to learn from mistakes.

What I learnt this time, the mistakes I did was very wrong, I did it because I was greedy, I want things to be perfect but somehow, it just made it more worst.

Imperfection is perfection, agree ?

Probably people started to hate me and fedup with me now, please don't :(

I choose to blog it out and be honest to everyone because ........ I can't lie, seriously.

One lie can already kill me, I couldn't sleep well, I couldn't eat well, I couldn't be myself, it is really killing me.

Principles of mine, BE HONEST and DO NOT LIE. I blogged about how much I hated liars, and I hate myself as much as I hate them for lying, that is the reason why I said lying is like killing me.

Nicky forgive me for what I did and I promise him it will never ever happen again, I FREAKING SWEAR TO GOD !!!

He's sick and I am so worry about him :(

Nicky is working 2 jobs, he said he wanted to get more money so we can have an easy life in the future and everytime I ask him, ' Are you tired Honey ? Let me give you a massage ok ? '

He reply me, ' Not tired at all because everytime he thinks of me, he feels that everything he did is worth it, he only feel happy not tired. '

How sweet ? Maybe some of you will be thinking, ' Cheh ! Sweet Talk ! '

For me, if two are really in love, whether he/she is saying the truth or just sweet talk, you can hear it from his/her heart.

Now he couldn't spend much time with me anymore, but I just do my stuff and no more flirting around just because I'm lonely !!!

I bake cake, go out with my mom, play with my dog, watch tv, facebook games, war3 mini games, smoke and dota, no flirting no chatting with random guy, I locked myself to him because I love him. ♥

Now he's sleeping like a pig, fever finally gone and I hope he can get well after a good night sleep.
We're not seeing each other for weeks and now he's ill and I can't do much for him, I can only take him water ask him what he needs and look at him.

I feel so useless :(
Gonna sleep now, I'll wake up earlier tomorrow to cook him some mee.
How I wish sickness can be cure by loves, I have tons of love for you Honey ♥

♥ I love You ♥

♥ Playlist Updated ♥

2010-08-27T13:32:00.002+08:00

♥ La Roux - I'm Not Your Toy

♥ Justice - D.A.N.C.E

♥ Kaskade feat. Martina of Dragonette - Fire In Your New Shoes

♥ Belinda ft Pitbull - Egoista

♥ David Archuleta - Something Bout Love

♥ Static Revenger & Richard Vission ft. Luciana - I Like That

♥ Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

♥ Hope you guys enjoy :) ♥

Racism is D.U.M.B

2010-08-27T02:35:00.003+08:00

So, basically almost every Malaysian should know this headmaster racist issue.

For those who couldn't understand chinese, read this.

What is wrong with KPM/MOE ?
I mean, how and why is she the headmaster ?
Hello, she's a headmaster, and yet she behave like a kampung girl or maybe orang utan.

This is a really serious case, she is not only accuse chinese, she even accuse indians, is this fair to us ?
And do you know what punishment she gets ? KPM/MOE transfered her to another school, that's all, end of the story, just like the previous case.

Yes, this isn't the first time happened in Malaysia, you call that 1 Malaysia ? I call that BULLSHIT !

Ok, let's recall what had happened to Namewee about the Negarakuku.

That song - Negarakuku, sings out nothing but truth, you can ask any Malaysian about it.
I am not being racist and I am not trying to say like, Malays are this, Malays are that, just some of the Malays that is racist.
My dad has a lot of Malay friends like I mentioned before, can refer back to my blog, they are very friendly and peaceful.

Back to the topic. Yeah, that song was kinda rude, and also disrespect to the country but he did not mean to harm/hurt/insult anyone or racist, and he's willing to apologize to everyone sincerely but his apology was rejected and was being investigated under the Sedition Act.
What happened after that I forgotten :(

He really know what he did was wrong, he apologize thou they rejected but that doesn't stop him to show them that they had missunderstood him.

But what that dumb principal did after being racist ?
She admited she said those words but she said she did not mean to be racist. Is it ?
I thought canteen was build for students or anyone to EAT there, abuthen build it for have sex ar ?
And why the hell would you walk to the canteen since you are now buka puasa ? Have sex ar ?
If they eat in the class or in the middle of the hall with everyone watching, I will stand up and scold them biadap with you, but NOT !!

We understand you guys are now buka puasa, but it's only Muslim do that, not Buddha or Hindu.
For me la, I think it is nothing to do with other races, you can have your puasa, we can have our food, why is the canteen close leh ? You cannot eat, you are not allow to eat, but not us.
You see, my school SMK Chong Hwa, chinese school but our canteen is halal, no pork ! Why ?
Because we respect you ! I believe our HM can choose not to do that, because I tell you hor....... Pork really taste good. :)

According to the Malaysia History, the first time when Tunku Abdul Rahman wanted to get independence from the British, they rejected because they doubt us, we have 3 different races, can we work together ? can we live united ?
In the End, we did it ! Tunku did it ! Not only for Malay, for us Chinese and for us Indians, but why is all these racist issue keep on happening ? And who brought all these up ?
I will not point my finger at Malay, I agree that there are some dumb racist Chinese out there too, same goes to Indians.
They brought all these up, and they are TROLL !!

Look at the date, it's 27th August 2010, 4 days more, it's our beloved Malaysia's birthday, why can't we celebrate it peacefully ? Why can't we have fun together ?
Hey dumb principal, do you can to see big chaos happen during Merdeka Day ? Where Chinese vs Malay vs Indian ?
Do you want Malaysia to end ? If you do not want that then talk with your brain !
I believe Allah would be sad to see his people say such words, disgrace of Muslim !
And also I believe Tunku would be shame to see us living NOT united, disgrace of Malaysians !
Tunku would be very sad in heave. :(

I found this at FB, I do not know whether is it real, written by Tunku's Great Granddaughter but I am really glad and happy when I read it.

Great Granddaughter of Tunku Abdul Rahman - VERY GOOD, MUST READ!!

Some words to that dumb principal.

FIRST !!

You are a total failure ! You are a failed HM ! I believe all the educations you get are all BULLSHITS, that makes sense for you to speak such words from your bloody mouth !

SECOND !!

Do you know that Malays come from China too ? Just that our skin colour is different and our religion is different but that doesn't change we are Made In China ! So those racists who always scold us China Dog, (Actually they were trying to say Cina (Chinese) Dog but they couldn't get the differences between a Country - China and a Race - Chinese.) you are scolding your own race too !! Morons.

THIRD !!

The necklace that indians wear is not a dog chain or look like a dog ! If you said so, I tell you, the tudung you wear looks like an idiot, Malaysia is so hot and yet you want to cover your head, you sweats and you stinks ! Smelly Bitch ! ( Sorry if I offence any Muslim/Malay, that sentence is only for her, I wear tudung before too. )

FOURTH !!

Knife is very cheap too, can get it anywhere, do you want me to buy one and kill you ? ( Joking, LOL )

Stupid principal, stupid stupid stupid ! And stupid KPM/MOE for not giving her some serious punishment !
She doesn't respect other races, she doesn't respect Chinese and Indians, what makes Malaysia a country ?
We, citizens make Malaysia a country, therefore, disrespect us = disrespect to the country, she should be threaten like how they threaten Namewee ! But so far, our PM isn't doing anything at all !!

We are Malaysians, we should be ONE and UNITED.
Why aren't we Chinese and Indians are Bumiputra ? We borned here, we are not migrate from China or India.
I saw a comment from Youtube and I think it's so true !

If we migrate to other countries, we are just Secondary Citizen but after years and years living over there, we can get the First Class Citizenship.
But living in Malaysia, they doesn't care whether you born there or lived there for 100 years, you are still a Secondary Citizen, not Bumiputra.

Agree ? Furthermore, we are living in a hard life.
Government likes to tax EVERYTHING, when I mean EVERYTHING, I really mean it, no jokes.
So, in Malaysia, everything is expensive, because this one tax, that one tax, tax tax tax, where are those money gone to ?
Inside Government pocket lo, that's why you can see them very very very FAT and we are very very very THIN.

I am really tired of living in a chaotic country, racist country, no peace at all and not less, not united at all.

Random day, I watched news, they compare Singapore and Malaysia, they said, although Singapore's technology and economy won Malaysia but there is still one thing that Malaysia is better than Singapore, it's Freedom.

Freedom on what ? Freedom of throwing rubbish everywhere ? Freedom of spitting everywhere ? Or freedom of speech ?
Ya, we had freedom of speech but not everyone, you can see that dumb principal with her freedom of speech, she gave her speech and now she's freedom, that is the definition of freedom of speech in Malaysia, Singaporeans jealous not ?

1 Malaysia ?

Dear PM, Najib, is this just a joke from you or what ?

Or just a plain Bullshits from you ?

Namewee's latest video - FUCK RACISM MALAYSIA.

Seriously lo, our Sejarah (History) book didn't write much about what Chinese and Indians did for Malaysia.

From Form 1- 5, only Form 5 Sejarah Book can be read, a little, it's about World War.

Others ? Boringgggggggggggggg, all about Muslims, that is why mostly Malaysians failed Sejarah, including me. Teehee.

♥ River Flows In You ♥

2010-08-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

This has been the greatest song for me, I used to listen to it every night before I sleep.
In case anyone have not heard it before, this is the original version of River Flows In You by Yiruma, a Korean Pianist.

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet isn't it. :)
Everytime I close my eyes and listen to it, I can imagine myself with Edward,
both lying down together in the forest. ( Yeh, I like to dream, most of the time I dream. )

My friend, Chun Yiap plays River Flows In You, I post it before but still feeling like re-posting it, since he plays very well :)

And also I found a few remixes of River Flows In You, which is Great, you guys have got to try !
There's a lot of style and type of remix people did but I found that this one is still the best, my adik found it.

Dj PirrA remix.

Dj Changsta's Hard Trance Remix

The Jasper Forks version. They said it was a copy cat version, no idea but I found it quite nice tho.

Dj Junta's Hip Hop/RnB Remix

Johnny (TopDigital) House Remix

I hope you guys enjoy all these great music. :)
Music is my life. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Behind the so-called TRUTH.

2010-08-11T02:17:00.002+08:00

Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,

Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju,

Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,

Raja kita, selamat bertakhta.

Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,

Raja kita, selamat bertakhta

(Translate to English)

My country, the land where my blood is shed,

The people live United and progressive,

Blessings of happiness, may God blessed,

(And that) our King may reign in peace.

Blessings of happiness, may God blessed,

(And that) our King may reign in peace.

Malaysia ........ really can boleh ke ?

I am so sorry to tell that, Malaysia is not united at all,
we have all this Goverment Gang, Malay Gang, Chinese Gang, Indian Gang, Anti-XXX Gang and shits.
Seriously, happiness ? peace ? I can only say, BULLSHITS.

After reading the Steven's Corner boss whacked ah pek and Zhao Ming Fu case, I feel bad living in here.
Malaysia is really a great country just not with those babi goverment ( included chinese and other races, I'm not racist. )

Ok, now look at this poor ah pek.

The only reason I can only think of for people to whack him like this is,

maye he rape some lady or some kid.

But not.

He got whacked by the boss because he moved Steven's Corner tables away which placed in front of his glassware shop.

The boss just anyhow grabbed a knife and brandishing at them.

Then some Lalazai came and claim that he is the ' Dai Lou ' of this area, and threatened to burn down the ah pek's shop and ask ah pek and his family to becareful when they go out.

Incident happened, reported to the police.

The boss was arrested, the ' Dai Lou ' anyhow disappeared. (LOL)

Ah pek and his family went to hospital and back to police station,

guess what the police said ?

Why not we just settle this case ourselves ?

Oh, so you mean settle it with money ? Am I right ?

And wait, let's see how Malaysia's lock-up looks like.

WA !! Got Aircond and sofa !! Comfy ~

By the time when Malaysia reach 2020, maybe we also have Ps2, Laptop and stuff to entertain people to kena lock up too, isn't it great !?

Speechless.

Maybe like what they always say, MONEY CAN SOLVE EVERYTHING and MONEY MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND.

You have money, you can rape/whack/kill anyone you dislike and don't be afraid to be arrested, lock up isn't that bad afterall, got aircond, my room only fan.

I heard my friend said the ah pek pushed the tables away that's why the boss get pissed off.

Just tables, do you need to hit this poor lao ah pek like this ?

Well then, if parents don't buy the toys that their children wants, I think their children can whack their paretns too loh ?

Or ! You wanna have sex with your girlfriend but she rejected, are you going to kill her ?

Next. Zhao Ming Fu's case.

Latest update of this case, saying that Ming Fu wrote a note before he died, it's actually a posthumous letter they said.

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! After 1 year, now only you tell us Ming Fu wrote a posthumous letter before he died ?

They explained, it's late because they tried to identify whether the handwriting of the note is written by Ming Fu or not.

But Ming Fu's family claimed that they never ask for anything related with Ming Fu's handwritting before.

Before this note, they only focus on Ming Fu's psychic condition, Ming Fu family's psychic condition,

like trying to make people think that Ming Fu's family couldn't accept his death.

Then, here come's Porntip Rojanasunand, the Thailand Forensic Pathologist, she found evidences about Ming Fu's case but some babi make rumors saying that someone wants to kill her, her safety is in danger, Malaysia goverment wants her to stay at Thauland first.

Until now, 1 year later, she's ready to come to Malaysia again, here comes a stupid note by the dumb babi.

I told my mom, Babi memang is Babi, don't they watch ICAC or CID or CIB or maybe CIS ?

I thought Tv3 got chinese dramas with Malay subtitles ? Or are they too dumb to make some fake evidence ?

We chinese call this 畫蛇添足多此一舉冇個樣搵個樣來做 !!

Let's see what's next, what funny evidence or some cute explaination they are going to give us and to Ming Fu's family.

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My latest FB status.

During Pc Fair, someone (A) told me that someone (B) heard someone (C) said that I always BEG people to give me sales. Hahaha, no lar ~ Actually is I seduce them to give me sales, when they looked in to my eyes, I metled their heart. PRO NOT ? That's why I am the most PRO SALESGIRL is the world, I can convince customers and sales person ~ *PROUD*

Seriously, I don't know why, there is always rumors about me, why so free to make something that is not true about me ?

I'm not any hot girl, famous people, blah blah ~

Just a girl, like to smoke, like to blog, like to play dota, that's all, I have 60% male hormone and 40% female hormone.

People who know me well should know that I am a extremely RUDE girl, I love showing my middle finger in public.

And the someone (C) is actually a GUY !!

I bet he has 80% female hormone and 20% male hormone, that explains why he's being so bitchy and kepochi.

He has no guts to tell me that face-to-face, shame on you boy *tsk tsk*

First fair I worked, Acer at Pc Fair. I do not talk much and I do not know who is who, only ME !! How do I beg ??

Second fair, Toshiba at Mid Valley. It was a MayBank treat fair, less customers and less staffs, most of they time we are sitting there chit chatting or watch Cj7, Sony Bravia is opposite our booth. How and Why should I beg ? I went there for Basic only.

Third Fair, Toshiba at Pc Fair. I'm a senior, not leader or assist leader.

My leader is GAY, nah just joking, he doesn't talk much, assist leader I can't even remember is who.

Nicky and I broke up that time, anyone still remember about that ? I was no mood most of the time, trying to make myself focus on my job and work hard so I will not think about all those stuff. How do I beg ??

Fourth Fair, Dell at Pc Fair. I'm a assist leader.

And god knows that Dell is a very famous brand and also good offers.

I sold a lot and most of the time, I was chatting with Wai Lun, he's a permanent staff from Low Yat.

So when he sell, I helped, when I sell, he helped because we wanted to get rid of the customers and continue chit chatting. LOL !!

And we also have team challege, which team who hit the most sales get incentive, do you think I really have the power to make him give me all the sales ? If I can, why didn't my team won all the challege ?

The third day I need 1 more sales to get double commision, they helped, not that I beg, do I need to beg people to give me Rm5 ? Like I need that Rm5 or the commisions to survive.

It's not even enough for me to spend a day, FFS !!

Fifth Fair, HP at Pc Fair. I'm a assist leader.

The first day, my teammate said he will get me a sales because I get 0 sales, I rejected.

Until he went out to take this dinner, his customer came back and wanted to buy, I helped him to close his sales, and I wrote his name instead of mine in the fucking sales form !

Why me !? There was a girl took his sales but why not her but me !?

Hey, I never steal sales unless the sales person absent or the customers find me, if I know that customers belong to someone, I will ask them to find back their customer.

I really don't get it ? Just because I'm so freaking thin so you get jealous and spread something that is not true to hurt me ?

Well well well, Imma tell you hear, I don't give a damn.

Just like Lady Gaga, people are so jealous about her being famous, so they say she's a shemale,

same goes to me, everywhere I go, rumors never stop, yes I am very perasaan so what ?

Don't want to see my perasaan-ness then stop spreading rumors about me, and leave me alone.

I just want to be nobody ~

As you can see that I don't simple accept friend reqeusts and I do not have a Fans Page or Group Page.

I am Nobody aka Steffi.

The Twilight Sage : Eclipse Review

2010-08-04T15:45:00.003+08:00

I know, I'm so outdated but still I wanna write out my thoughts on THE BEST MOVIE EVER !

I watch Twilight kinda late, like 2 weeks after the movie was officially in cinema.

And I saw a lot of people leaving stupid status/update at FB for Twilight such as :

Bahhhhhh, BORING ! Twilight is a waste of money !

Sien ! Twilight is boring ~~

Twilight is BULLSHIT !!!

I just watched Twilight Eclipse and it's boring !!!

and more, which irritates me a lot, since I have not watch it and seeing people criticizing Twilight,

it makes me feel so, Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! I wanna bite them !!

It is either you can't understand what they are saying in the movie because you have a very low standard English level.

Or you do not know what is Love.

The so-called boring part or crapping part ( stupids said ), they were not crapping, they were saying something important, you don't listen or you can't understand what they're saying, you will not be able to know what is going on !

That makes you think that Twilight is ~~BORING~~ but it was you who bored yourself and it was you who wasted your own money and your time, STUPIDS !

Yeah, some people even said Twilight is a Girl's Fantasy Movie due to our Mr Handsome - Jacob the Werewolf and Mr Charming, Edward the Vampire.

Yes, and those words are from some typical guys probably jealous over our Mr Handsome and Mr Charming for being famous and we love them so much !

Those losers have nobody to love or be loved, * tsk tsk * , jealousy jealousy ~

I personally thinks that Twilight Eclipse is Fantastic !

Eclipse brought out another style of Twilight, it's more to humor, I laughed everytime I see Jacob and Edward quarrel over Bella. :D

Also, Rosalie's story, Vampire's story, Wolf's story and etc.

Twilight, the first ep for Twilight Saga, it is more to Romance and also Intro,

that's why that movie has more talking parts, and what they talked were all important points, so I personally don't feel any boring.

For New Moon, the second ep.

It was more to Romance and Friendships and also more action parts.

How Jacob and Bella fell in love, about the volturi, how Edward and Bella get thru everything and etc.

And yes, I agree that New Moon is better than Eclipse but, Eclipse is still a Great Movie !

Sweet ~

Them both are 2 of a kind, they are made for each other.

That is what I call, LOVE and it's TRUE LOVE. <3<3<3

Cute Jacob and Hot Edwards with our Miss Bella. <3

According to the book, Bella married Edward and she was pregnant,

when she was giving birth to her Vampire-Human baby, something went wrong and they have no choice but turn Bella into Vampire.

When Jacob knows Bella is a vampire, he feels very upset and left the wolf team.

Dang, I sense that Breaking Dawn will be a movie that full of tears. T___T

The 4 Cullens and I really love Carlisle, his smile always melt my heart. <3

Naught Alice and Jasper. Aren't they cute ?! <3

Awoooooooooooooooooooooooooo !! The Wolves.<3<3

Nothing much to say, even if I blog for 10000000000000000000000000000 words,

I think the best word to describe Twilight is A-W-E-S-O-M-E !!

Nah, I actually this post is just to piss all those Anti-Twilight faggots, get a life dude,

stop hiding behind your internet and barking about how stupid is Twilight,

you are just making youself look dumb, stop all those jealousy and face it,

Jacob and Edward is just too perfect and you can never be just like them !!

CHEERS !

I <3 TWILIGHT

Natalia Kills !

2010-08-01T03:38:00.003+08:00

Natalia Keery-Fisher born in London, UK <3<3<3

YES, She is BACK !!

As you can see she used to be a rapper, Verbalicious,

then changed her name to Verse,

then Verbz,

then Natalia Cappuccini

AND NOW SHE IS !!!

Natalia Kills !

I've changed my music player to some of her songs, I just put 3 the last one is ' Just Be Good To Green ' by Professor Green featuring Lily Allen.

And yes, I know she sounds like Lady Gaga, because her music is produce by Akon & Cherry Cherry Boom Boom ~ aka CherryTree Records and also Intercope.

That's why both of them sound so familiar.

Both of them are Awesome !!!! I love them both so stop comparing.

One more thing, she rap like Lady Sovereign, I mean the voice, both of them are british and I'm liking it !!

AND !! Professor Green rap like Eminem, love them both too ~

Just a simple update, try not to let my blog die, teehee*

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE WOO !!!

Lost Trust, Lost Love

2010-07-07T04:48:00.002+08:00

I thought after all that we've been thru,

we can finally be together but I guess not.

You never change, yet being more Aloof and Arrogant just like your email.

You said you are doing your job,
and you don't want others to flame you for abusing your power,
so you choose to ' sacrify ' me.
Oh well, well done, you really did a good job, you're honor.

I always remember that movie,
真正的愛需要真正的信任.
You never trust me and that's why we could never make it.

Since you are still thinking yourself as Nobody/Nothing to Me,
after all the shits we've been thru together, I have nothing much to say.
Let's pretend that we ~~never~~ met before,
we ~~never~~ kiss before,
we ~~never~~ hug before,
we ~~never~~ spend a night together before.
Let's pretend nothing happen.

Like I always say, Men are men, they are all da same, no exceptions ladies,
we have got to PRETEND and tell ourselves, Nothing did happened ~

P/S : Too boring, I was just crapping teehee and he wouldn't care like he always do. ;)

P/S/S : All I want is just a little more caring, since you can't even give me such a simple thing from you, I am totally speechless.

Good Luck.

Simple 19th Bday

2010-07-01T03:23:00.001+08:00

Spent my birthday at Hulu Langat and dine at Look Out Point.
KL was rainning for the whole day so it was freaking cold up there !

Then had movie - Sex and The City 2.
Rating it 5/5, I love the story, hope to see Ep 3, and I love Samantha Jones so much !!

I'm so tired right now !!!
It took me 6-8 hours to finish this video, actually it only took me 3 hours BUT !!
The fucking software anyhow came out an ERROR message and EVERYTHING IS GONE !!
So I have to edit it all over again, shit !

Hope you guys like it, if you hate it, kindly close your eyes and exit my blog.
Once again, THANK YOU !!!

They Killed England =(

2010-06-28T17:37:00.005+08:00

Dammit, England lost !

All thanks to the fucked up referee for canceling the goal in 1st Half,

fo you know you just killed England ??

If that goal was counted 2-2, the 2nd Half England wouldn't be playing like that !
So stop saying even if that goal is counted, will end with 4-2, you bunch of idiots !
It's just like your parents never care about your results but one day they say to you,
If you get good results, Mama and Papa will buy you a MAC and bring you on a trip to anywhere you like to go.

I bet you will study as hard as you can ! Get what I mean !?

'Oh my God', what the Uruguayan referee said when he saw his World Cup blunder on TV as England are crushed 4-1 by Germany

Oh my God ? You fucking bastard Jorge Larrionda ! You have been wanted !
This is not the first mistake you made.
Remember the match Serbia vs Australia ?

The referee is not whistling a deserved penalty for Serbia, due to a handfault of Tim Cahill in the penalty area.
Crap ! I don't even know how FIFA hire referee or train them or or check their eye sight.

And !! Read this !!

I don't understand why is he still here.

Seriously, these referee and lineman not just killed England, they killed everyone who watch World Cup.
This is World Cup MAN !! Not any random match, it's FIFA WORLD CUP !!
How can all these shits happen in World Cup !?

And all you know is " Oh My God " ?? We England Fans are OMG x99999999999999 times more than you do when you cancel that goal !!

You are a complete failure, failed referee ! Go buy yourself a glasses or find a doctor for eye wash, good for you.

See, it's inside !! IT'S OVER THE LINE !!
Tell me, why do you hate England ? Because Beckham is handsome than you x9999999999999 times ?
I know you areeeeeeeeeeeeee !! Don't deny !! I can't find any other reason for you to hate England because they are wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooooooo AWESOME !!
Yeah, some goes to those who said England Sucks and etc those kinda bullshits, I know you're jealous over our handsome Beckham, teehee ~

Gerrard's grumpy face.

<3 Beckham and Terry.

Rooney : The ball is IN !! Open your fucking eyes and see !!

Jorge : Shut up, Germany agreed to pay me if I cancel that goal, I'm the refereee and you're not.

( LOL , just for fun. )

Nevermind, we're just bad luck, leave the past behind, we're looking forward baby !!
Euro Cup 2012, we will be back.

WE LOVE YOU ENGLAND !! <3<3<3<3<3

Pictures source : http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1290191/World-Cup-2010-England-v-Germany-referee-Jorge-Larrionda-responds-goal-blunder-Oh-God.html?ito=feeds-newsxml

Lastly.

Keep that card to yourself, you blind ass !

+ England +

2010-06-21T03:42:00.002+08:00

Aww, England played badly that match with Algeria.

But I still love England no matter what !!

I hope they can play well on their upcoming match with Slovenia.

Really hope you guys can win it.

Went out with Man Man just now.

Did some shopping at Bangsar,

damn I still wanna SHOP,

I know I'm ~~broke~~ but till ...

I WANNA SHOP !!!

And there is a retard asshole in forum,

gonna post it up tomorrow to show everyone his retard-ness.

XOXO Peace ~ Love England muchhhhhhhhhhh ~

Outing 001

2010-06-17T17:39:00.001+08:00

Not really in the mood on blogging about the last outing I had last week,
I just want to watch England match, right now !!! DAMN !!
Please let the time pass by faster ~
I am having serious FIFA Fever... and England is the only cure for me.
I got myself the Coca-Cola Contour Glass in Lime and Purple,
gonna get myself Blue and Grey as well.
Here are the photos I taken last week.

I'm signing off, PEACE everyone !!

God bless Argentina tonight, poor South Afrika got pawned yesterday by Uruguay,

and the BIGGEST + COLDEST JOKE EVER in FIFA World Cup 2010,

Spain lost.

I <3 England !!

FIFA Fever !!

2010-06-15T05:14:00.000+08:00

The blogger is starting to addict to FIFA !!

I support ENGLAND !!!

But the match where ENG vs USA really did put me down for lil,

hope they can play more better, Rooney you go !!

And also... Get a better GOAL KEEPER PLS !!

Green just anyhow let the ball rolled in, WTF !?

Like Eunic aka the SMALL PUBO said,

his Grandma can play better !!! LOL ROFL LMAO ~

Italy put me down too, I thought they can play well early on,

but the fucking Goal Keeper was dreaming, I don't know what is wrong with him !!

Just a short update, I will update sooooooooooooooooooooooooon !!

Ole ~ Ole ~ Ole ~ Ole ~~

Peace !! XOXO, bed time.

摔倒

2010-06-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

正常人失戀如果是會傷心的當然會茶飯不思夜夜失眠

我也不例外拉失戀前體重已經跌倒34Kg 如今32-33Kg 可能還會再下

肚子餓但是卻沒心情吃飯想吃東西但是肚子卻不想讓我很煩惱

昨天跟Rei還有Benny打機回到來是有累的感覺可是一到深夜又睡不下去

我到底是怎麽了？

剛才好不容易有心情吃飯了

走到廚房拿飯吃走出來的時候地上很滑的關係吧

摔倒。。除了飯沒得吃還要收拾一餐不過幸虧沒把碟子打破

不然我都不知道要擔心自己會受傷還是擔心被罵。。

弄到大腿很痛跌下去的那一刻我很努力的站囘起來但是真的很痛

咬緊牙根不可以在房間外哭！爬囘起來乖乖把地上的東西收拾

一粒一粒飯收不然收拾不乾淨又會被罵終于抹乾淨了地上

快點再去拿飯回到房間可是這次囘房間時我會看著地上

因爲我害怕又會再摔多一次。。

囘房間坐下來都覺得很痛而且還弄到手

真的很沒心情吃飯可是最後還是逼自己吃完它

我不堅強但我亦不想讓人家可憐別人的同情

在房間一面吃飯一面哭。。。

Maybe you were right, but baby I was lonely,

I don't wanna fight. I'm tired of being sorry ..............

So Kiss Me ❤

2010-06-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

Are you mine ? Are you mine ? Cause I stay here all the time.

25 days to go and I'm turning 19 !!

I still remember I told you that night, I want you to celebrate my birthday this year, happily.

And I guess that it won't ever happen and it will never come true, I won't be expecting too much.

Maybe I'll spend my birthday just like today, ask my friends to go CC and play dota,

I know it's so lifeless but it still consider as a celebration, and it's FUN !!!

We used to talk, about US, about LOVE, about TOGETHER.

But day goes by, we seldom talk, no more US, no more LOVE, no more TOGETHER.

Slowly, we are fading away from each other, you don't really care about me.

Am I really a waste of time for you ? You don't even care of taking 5 mins to give me an explaination nor apology.

I guess I always think too much of you, I thought I was important for you.

We hug each other, we touch each other, we hold each other.

Hands are holding but the heart never connected.

I'm blinding by the things you did to me, sometimes I feel your love, sometimes I don't.

You are hot and you are cold, what is really in your mind, I can never guess it.

It's not that I don't be bother to care, but I'm really tired to figure out everything in you.

You are the one who make me world goes round ; You are also the one who stop pause my heart from beating.

If only I could turn back time.

You are not the one I met and fell in love at the first sight.

You are not the one who really love me and want me to be happy every single day.

You are now the one who only know how to torn my heart into pieces and make me cry.

I don't need to be wanted, I want to be needed.

I gave my bleeding heart to you since 2007.

Now, it's already 2010, why aren't you giving me yours too ?

1, 2, 3 Complicated.

2010-06-03T05:11:00.010+08:00

You promise me that it will not happen again, you promise me you will not hurt me anymore.

But what you've done ? I'm not strong enough to get thru all these again.

The pain you left me, the wound you gave me, there's a scar in my heart.

I tried all my best and now I'm tired already.

I still remember that night, you holded me, you wanted me badly,

you hugged me, you said you were sorry, you really do love me.

After all, it was just nothing ... it doesn't mean anything ...

You never appreciate my love for you ...

我在日記說過我很想那個他如果大聲地喊他是否聼得見？

你回復說不會。。要就對他說否則他並不知道。。

如今我已被你討厭了請原諒我的愚蠢爲了一個不忠的男人放棄了你

但是我很想對你說我很想你我很想念那3天那3天我真的很開心

米修米修！！你聼得見嗎？在遠方的你應該根本察覺不到。。

Gloomy June

2010-06-02T00:22:00.005+08:00

到底是不是我的問題？
爲什麽每次六月都要讓我傷心地度過？
生日的那個月不是應該開開心心的嗎？

沒什麽每一次六月你都要讓我發現在到這些東西！
可不可以不要讓我一直記起去年的事情！？
你說我看不化一直活在過去開口閉口都是以前以前
不是我想提起而是你一直讓我想起！

我很討厭那種感覺！
爲了你我做了一個我很不想做的抉擇！
爲了你我願意做個壞人我知道我被討厭了我也無悔
這個抉擇是我一生人做過最痛苦的抉擇因爲我還是放不下

而你呢？你卻一次又一次的在我背後
做一些傷害我的事情！

我的心已經被你碎成了很多片爲什麽你就是不肯停止？
我的淚已經為你流干了但爲什麽你就是不肯停手？

一次不忠百次不容

我都忘了多少人對我說過這句話
但我依然堅持我依然固執
就算眼前有一段新的開始我都寧可放棄
因爲我決定做你的小女人
我會想跟你結婚跟你生小孩跟你白頭偕老

請恕我不懂的溫柔我沒有她的溫柔體貼

我不像她可以跟你弟弟妹妹融合得很開心

我不像她可以讓你家人留下一個好影響

對不起是我不夠好。。

這次又不知道要用幾個月的時間才能康復？

還是又再一次掉下愛情陷阱繼續被人傷害？